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11.

Journeè POV

Today was a breeze for me. Getting the job wasn't as hard as I thought. Looking at the clock seeing it's just now turning 3 a.m in the morning and Kahlil yet haven't arrived home. I start to have second thoughts about the girl I saw come up to him yesterday. Knowing me I would've walked my happy gold looking ass outside and beat that bitch ass till she bleed and was left in a coma. But I thought since I just got the dirt of my hands with Nelly, I thought I'll let that bitch slide.
Laying peacefully in the bed, I feel a warm body get next to me in the bed. Knowing it was Kahlil, I decided to go lay in the guest room. "Where you think you going"he said pulling me back down getting on top of me. "Somewhere if you get off of me" I said smelling the weed on him and the alcohol on his breath. "Well I'm not getting off of you so that's a no where" he said kissing my neck. I push him off me and began to walk out the room. "Aye, didn't I say you not going no where" he said following me as he push me up against the wall.
I look him deep in his eyes seeing that they got darker. "Kahlil get off me" I begged. "I like when you begging" he said smiling in my face. I then feel his cold hands go around my neck as I let tears fall down my face. "No need to cry babygirl" he said as his free hand rubbed against my lady hood. I looked at him as he looked at me. "Go back to bed" he said as he let me go. I walked back into the room as I hear the front door shut with a loud slam.
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Kahlil POV

I was walking out the door as I got stopped by the same girl who stopped me earlier today. Getting caught up with her, I found out that we were friends back in high school. We ended up not being friends as I dropped out at 18 and stop talking to her. "Where you going this time"she said hugging up against me. "Listen Tiffany I know you sucked me up and all but right now I need to think" I said as pushing her off of me. "Wifey not treating you right"she said with a smile. "That's nun of yo fucking business" I said as getting in the car.
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Journeè POV

I began to role a blunt as I cry. I always been the one to think about suicide but never did it. I began to look through the draws to come across a blade. As I hold the blunt between my lips I began to slice my wrist. Shit hurt so bad but it made me feel good every time I did it. After eight more slices I turned the steamy hot water on. I get in, flinching in pain as the hot water hit the cuts. 45 mins of washing the blood off my body, I stare in the mirror looking at my self. Walking out the bathroom the clock reads 7:15 a.m.
I lotion my body down, leaving my hair in a messy bun. I put my panties on as I leave my bra off as I climb back in bed.
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Kahlil POV

Feeling horrible for leaving Journeè I decided to just stay out for a little bit more longer. Looking at the moon as I sit in my car I began to reminisce about what all just happened. "Damn how the fuck can I do that"I say to my self. I head back to get in the car as I decided to go back home.
15 mins after arriving home I head to the kitchen for a drink. I decided to stay down stairs knowing that I wasn't probably welcomed by Journeè presents up stairs. I laid down on the couch staring at the dark ceiling tell sleep came upon me.

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