bitter lies » hunlay [COMPLETED SEQUEL]

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yixing;

after a few minutes of enduring my heart aching, i just stared at the distance, acting like i didn't hear anything. my fists were clenched into a tight ball underneath my pockets. i wanted to tell myself that i was just hearing things, he was actually calling me his babe. but it was so hard to believe when i was here to witness it all.

if it wasn't for me...who else?

i built up my courage to look back behind me, all i see was sehun on the single couch, shirtless. he ended the call with a sweet 'goodnight'. later, he took out a cigarette and held it inbetween his two long fingers.

he lit it up at the end with a lighter i didn't know he had and inhaled the cigar deeply, exhaling the smoke with his head threw back. i could only see his structured jaw and prominent adam's apple.

i couldn't believe what i just saw with my bare eyes. my eyebrows furrowing as i stare at his wrongdoing furiously from the balcony.

"sehun!" i yelled and took the cigar away from him, but my finger accidentally touched the dangerous part and it burned my finger. i winced but i held onto the cigar tightly.

"why did you stop me?" he said as the smoke he exhaled got me in the face and i started to cough. "let me see your hand." he concerned. but i slapped his hand away and started yelling at him.

"this thing can kill you!" i furiously said and shoved it on the ashtray. "what were you thinking?! when did you start smoking?!"

"two months ago." he replied. "im sorry..."

"give me the packet." i demanded. "i'll throw the whole thing away."

"you can't! im addicted to it!" sehun insisted.

"aren't i addicted enough for you, sehun?! i care for you! i don't want to see you suffer!" i said with tears starting to form in my eyes. "i don't want you to die..."

"i can't just quit like that, yixing..."

"do you want to die?!" i yelled.

"babe-"

"don't 'babe' me! this is a serious issue, sehun!" i quickly grabbed the cigarette packet when he was caught off guard and threw it away outside without hesitating.

"yixing!" sehun stood up and yelled.

"if you think smoking makes you feel better, it doesn't...it never does." i looked up to him. "why did you do this?" i gritted my teeth as i hit him in the chest angrily.

"im sorry...i will try to quit it just for you. i didn't know what i was thinking..."

"i fucking hate you for smoking without my permission." i spat. "i fucking hate you for trying to kill yourself."

sehun just immediately pulled me in for a hug and i could still smell his breath from smoking. i quickly rejected his hug and wiped my tears away. i grabbed his lighter too and threw it outside, watching it fall down. not to mention, that i didn't care, sehun's life is more important.

"don't touch me." i said after a few hours of him attempting to comfort me. i also remembered about the 'babe' incident.

"come on baby, do you want me to please you?" sehun grabbed my inner thigh.

"not now, sehun." i sighed.

"what's wrong? besides me smoking..." he asked.

"im not the only 'babe' you have, right?" i stared at him with a glint in my eyes.