bitter lies » hunlay [COMPLETED SEQUEL]

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sehun;

irene: "sehun...why are you ignoring me?"

irene: "can't you at least text me back? :("

irene: "we're still a thing, right?"

irene: "i miss you so bad."

i scrolled down through her texts and didn't reply to her. she's so stubborn, her stubbornness reminds me of yixing. i sighed heavily and put down my phone, rubbing my temples in circular motion.

i just wanted to rest but the thought of yixing distracted me every second. i did wrong...so wrong. i might as well go crazy. i stared at my phone for a minute before grabbing it frustratingly inside my hand. "he doesn't need you anymore..." i muttered to myself.

i closed my eyes in defeat. "fuck it." i clenched my jaw.

oh sehun: "hey..."
! message not sent

oh sehun: "yixing, i know it's my fault and i know you won't forgive me but..."
! message not sent

oh sehun: "im going crazy because of you..."
! message not sent

oh sehun: "i still love you to death."
! message not sent

message not sent.
yixing is completely avoiding me. i closed my eyes, letting the darkness take over me. how stupid was i to think he would give in again. i threw my phone on the floor harshly as i covered my face with my hands, furrowing my eyebrows.

i snatched the pillows and threw it everywhere, destroying all the things and displays on the table, causing everything to shatter into pieces. i shouted cursive words as i punched the wall aggressively until my knukles bled and created a hole in the wall by the first punch. "look what you've done to me, yixing! fuck!" i shouted, and shouted until my voice cracked. "you make me go insane for you..."

i heard a knock on my door so i immediately opened it. "excuse me." a woman in her 30's furrowed her brows. "if you're gonna shout like you're doing some punk rock concert, can you shut it down?" she complained. "i live next to your room and my babies are crying because of you."

"i apologize." i bowed while looking at her with an unwilling look. she stared down at my hands and my room full of mess. her face suddenly turned into trauma. she quickly faced away and slammed the door shut. she probably thinks im a gangster who destroys everything.

"think before you judge." i scoffed and threw myself on the bed. i glanced at my bleeding knuckles.

"it hurts, isn't it?" i turned my head towards the voice. yixing was sitting beside me. he held my hurting hands carefully, brushing it softly with his soft hands. "you know, i'll always care for you." he smiled. that smile of his is dangerous for my heart. it made me replace my frown into a smile.

he bandaged my knuckles as i looked at him. he made me feel better. "don't hurt yourself anymore, okay?" yixing said. it all felt real, i felt his touch and his voice ringing inside my ears. i could feel him.

"you came back..." i smiled and tried to hug him but...he wasn't there. i glanced down at my hands, they weren't bandaged at all. it was all an illusion.

"no..." i muttered, clenching my fists. "yixing, i know you're here..." my eyes started to water. "tell me you're here!" i shouted. no response.

i waited for a response, no matter how long it was. but i decided to accept the fact that i was hallucinating again. a drop of tear streamed down my face.

"you never came back."

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i decided to go to the hospital to get some pills and get a serious health check from a personal doctor whom is fluent in korean language.