bitter lies » hunlay [COMPLETED SEQUEL]

eighteen

yixing;

i slammed the chicken broth aggressively on the desk loudly in my dorm. luhan narrowed his eyes at me, unplugging his earplugs after he saw me. "what did jackson do again?" luhan said.

"you didn't tell me sehun left!" i yelled. "why?! why didn't you?!" my voice cracked.

"oh, so you found out-"

"WHY?!" i cut him off whole glaring at him.

"let me finish my sentence." luhan rolled his eyes. i growled loud enough and threw my bag on the floor, all the things inside it scattered but i didn't even bother.

"you knew this whole fucking time. you knew he left weeks ago!"

"why the fuck are you yelling at me?!" luhan's eyes glinted for a split second. "yeah, i knew. so what?"

i closed my eyes in frustration and rubbed my temples while sitting down on the bed. "you should've just told me..." i sighed and rubbed my eyes, just in case it started to water.

"why do you care? he left so why are you mad? isn't it a good idea because you can have your alone time with jackson-" luhan rambled.

"don't." i husked. "i don't wanna hear your stupid opinion."

"okay then. go and stress yourself over there im not gonna help." luhan spat.

"i just wanted to see if he's okay..." i could feel the heat inside me rising.

"you're the one who decided to leave him first, idiot. and now he left you, you're mad." luhan said. "i know it's hard..."

"im done. stop talking about it." i groaned.

"just admit it, you can't get over him even if you try hard." luhan spat. "i see you're stressing yourself out, yixing. your hair falls whenever you shower. i could see your hair stuck on the drain when i shower after you. you cry silently every night and told me you're okay. what kind of bullshit is that?"

"i said im done!" i yelled and covered my ears with the pillow.

"im gonna be honest, yixing...i paid for sehun and chanyeol's flight to korea." luhan suddenly said. i snapped my head back at him. "just to see if you still care about him. now i know you do." he chuckled.

"don't worry, you have jackson, right?" luhan raised his brows. i stared at him long enough until my eyes watered and stingy. i felt so humiliated. and probably because apart of me didn't want sehun to leave yet. i cursed at luhan a couple of times.

"is that food you brought?" he glanced at the chicken broth i slammed earlier. i just ignored him but he kept annoying me so i yelled at him yes.

"you can have it. it's not originally for you but...whatever."

"yes!" luhan smirked and snatched the chicken broth, eating it innocently. i stared at him. "what?"

"how's it?" i sighed.

"it's really good. it's been so long since i've eaten food like these...im only used to shitty, mostly expired prison food." honestly, i felt so pitiful towards luhan. he ate it like he haven't eaten in months. "where did you get this?"

"i made it." i muttered.

he choked, i just watched him suffer. "really? you can cook?!"

"i guess so." i shrugged.

"no wonder people admire you." he smiled while eating. this is the first time i've seen him smiling willingly. "excluding me, i don't like you though." luhan added and i just accepted his opinion. he never likes anyone except himself anyways.