Chapter 4: The End Of Us

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Knock, knock, knock (Twice lol )

 I slowly woke up and faced my window. There stood Jimin, with his cute smile. I got out of bed and walked towards the door, quietly locking it. Then slowly unlocked my window, letting Jimin in my room. 

"How did you even climb up here?" I whispered 

"Magic" He laughed softly "I had to see you" He wrapped his arm around me, pulling me down on the bed. 

"I have so much to tell you." 

"Shhh, tell me later. If someone found us, I'm going to be dead. Just let me look at you." He stared into my eyes

We spent a couple of minutes of just looking at each other. His hands soon began to move up and down my waist to my hips.  His lips started to kiss me. Jimin's lips traveled up my chin then to my lips.

When his lips stopped, I felt empty. But we had to, if we were caught we both would be thrown in jail. Reasons why everyone marries at a young age, waiting was torture. 

"I should go" He whispered against my lips

"But I want you to stay," I said, sounding like a child

" Kim Jae-Hwa, one day you will fall asleep in my arms every night and wake up to my kisses every morning. But now I have to go."  He kissed my forehead. "I love you, Hwa"

"I love you too, Jimin"

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It's been two weeks and I finally get to see Jimin. I've missed him so much tbh.

I'd made too much dinner on purpose to save him some and I and Han-na have been making pastries to sell and I wanted to give him some. I ran towards the playground with all the food and treats. I'm so happy to see him.

As I was setting things up I heard some footsteps, it was Jimin. As he climbed in I saw how his big smile faded as he saw all the food. 

"What's all this?" 

"Food. I made it myself! Me and Han-na was baking and I wanted to give you some since we had a lot leftover." He was quiet. "Jimin, what's wrong? Do you not like it?"

"This isn't right" He looked away 

"What are you talking about?"

"Hwa, I'm the man here. I should be doing this for you. It's fucken sad that every time we met you always do wonderful things for me but I don't do shit for you." 

"Jimin, you are my wonderful things. I don't want anything but your love. And you always give me your paper cranes."

"Paper Cranes? That makes things worse. I love when you singing and I can't even pay you like everyone. All I give you is paper with words." 

"Why do you need to pay me? Everything that is mine is yours too!" I shouldn't be yelling so loud, we could go to jail for breaking the law. But I didn't care.

"Hwa, do you not get it! I'm not a charity box. I'm the man, I should be the provider!" He ran his hand through his hair. He was really mad. Far away and to fast to catch himself this time.

My anger faded and quickly turned into guilt. I wanted to spoil him not make fun of him.

"I Love you, so much" I held his hand

"I love you too, Jae-Hwa" He didn't look at me

"I didn't mean to hurt you. I thought it would make you happy" I said in a sad voice, as I placed the food in front of him.

I knew he was starving, I overheard mom and Mrs. Park talking. They haven't eaten anything in weeks, mom gave her money and told her that she will do whatever she could to help them. 

"No, Hwa I love it. I'm happy that you did this all for me. It's just that, i hate myself for not being able to do this for you. You deserve better." He slowly started to eat. 

"Jimin, you need to stop thinking of me that way. When I'm with you, there are no castes, just Jimin and Jae-Hwa. I don't want anything but you." 

"But I can't stop thinking that way." He finally looked at me. "That's how I was raised. Being a 7 meant that we had to serve others, that we weren't supposed to be seen. My whole life I was told that I was nothing. If we're together, you're going to be nothing and I don't want that for you." He touched my cheek.

"Jimin, how many times do I have to say this. I know things will be different but I don't care. The moment you ask me, my answer is already a yes." 

"No."

"what?"

"No" How could two letters hurt me so much.

"Jimin-"

"No, Jae-Hwa." He wasn't kidding, Jimin never calls me Jae-Hwa. He only said it when he is serious about something. And right now I didn't want to hear my name come out of his mouth. 

"Y-You said you loved me." Tears started to fall down my cheeks.

"I do. That's why I can't let you live like me. I hate to think that you will one day be cold and hungry. I can't make you an 8."

This is a dream! No Jimin wouldn't do this. He isn't! I saw him move, crawling out of the tunnel. I quickly ran out and hugged him from behind.

"J-Jimin, please don't do this!" I cried really hard.

"I'm leaving. I'm sorry but it's over Jae-Hwa." He pulled my hands off of him. 

"NO! DON'T CALL ME THAT!" I yelled not even caring that I could go to jail.

"It's over. I won't come see you anymore." 

"Jimin please, let's talk about this. You're just mad and is not think straight."

"I'm more than mad but not at you. I'm in the right mind right now. I just can't do this anymore." 

"Jimin, please" I fell to the ground and started crying really hard.

But he still walked away. Not even looking back.

He really left me here, alone in the dark crying. Because of this country and it's stupid rules,

I lost my love.

 It was really the end of us. No more Jimin and Hwa. 

TBC

OMG, THAT WAS INTENSE!  I kind of cried lol. Poor Jae-Hwa.

What do you think? Did Jimin really do the right thing?

Are you happy with the choice he made? 

BTW YOU GET TO MEET JUNGKOOK SOON lol

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