Trainee | 박지민

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Jiwon sings the chorus of Spring Day after successfully convincing that she should go next. I was too embarrassed from what just happened for me to try and impress them.

I block out all my feelings whilst she sings the song, trying not to get carried away by the beautiful lyrics.

But once she finished singing the whole chorus which only seemed like a line as I was too nervous of going next, everyone claps and turns to look at me, waiting to start.

Okay, shit. What song? Is it BTS themed?

My mind immediately suggests Butterfly- one of my favorite songs. But the pair of eyes on me definitely aren't helping.

Deep breaths escape my mouth before I begin. I sing in soft falsettos, my shyness holding myself back from doing my best.

But a few lines into the song, I feel excitement all over my body, exactly how I feel every time I sing.

I was lost in my own world, but still aware that I'm still singing in my conscious body. The thought of butterflies appearing in my head gives me a light bubbly feeling.

Everyone claps bringing me back from my reverie when I finish. They tell us advice such as better breathing techniques etc.

I was trying so hard to remember the notes in my head, but a particular gaze to my right distracts me. I try to ignore it because looking at that person will only make the situation uncomfortable.

V talks from the far left while Jin nods in agreement next to him. Jungkook adds some extra tips, and Jimin- just stays silent.

It's Jimin. Staring at me, isn't it? Since he's sitting on my right.

He needs to leave me alone. Just because I've embarrassed myself too much, doesn't mean he needs to keep reminding me about it.

"You guys can go for lunch now, the food's ready in the cafeteria." A staff pops in the perfect timing to feed my growling stomach.

I shoot up, making some flinch. I was only looking forward to eat, so I couldn't help but be excited. I notice Hyeji walk behind Suga by herself, and this gives me the opportunity to annoy her.

Before she could step outside the door, I sprint towards her clinging my arms on one of her shoulders and dragging her down by my weight.

"What's up, you snake. How did it feel to betray me like that?" I confront her about ditching me.

"Ugh leave me alone and be better at your social skills," she whines loudly, making everyone hear.

"Wanna die?" I slap her mouth shut giving her the glare of her life. But she licks it making me pull my hands away from her mouth.

"Ewww! You disgusting human being!" I wildly wipe her saliva on her face, cringing from it.

"Yah!!!" She tries to catch my flying hands, I run backwards to get away from her, only to collide with what seems to be a solid sturdy body.

Shoot!

I instantly lower my head, bowing as I turn around to the person. I could only see the bottom half of the body while I was bowing. It was a man.