Falling For Derek Hale -Teen Wolf story-

Chapter 72, Raving, part 1

Raving, part 1 (NOT EDITED)

I sat in front of the therapist and I don't know her name. I think it's Ms. Morrell. Yeah, that's her name.

''Emily McCall, right?'' Ms. Morrell asked. I nodded. She looked at some paper. ''Your mom called me yesterday. She told me that you act...differently recently. Do you want to talk about it?''

Well, Ms. Morrell, you're a therapist, right? People need to talk to you. So duh, I need to talk with you. But I don't want to. I really don't need to talk to a therapist. I'm fine. Nothing's wrong with me. Well, only for the part that I'm a werewolf and I see Peter everywhere. But for the rest, I'm fine. I'm just a normal teenager. I'm a Teen Wolf. Like Scott. Anyway, I know that Ms. Morrell who is in front of me is also the French teacher.

I shook my head. ''I'm fine.''

She nodded. ''Ok, but do you have bad dreams recently?''

Yes. Peter is the cause of my nightmares. Sometimes, I see him in my dreams and it's scaring the shit out of me.

I nodded.

Anyway, I just want to go back home and have a good night of sleep...well, if I can.

I feel like my brain is going insane (literally). I mean, my mind is always weird. But I feel like I changed since I'm a werewolf and since Peter is hunting me. I mean...I'm more serious. Stiles told me that at school yesterday. He made a joke but I didn't laugh. And that's when he told me that I'm more serious. He also think that Derek is influencing me. Pfft, you make no sense Stilinski. Because---

''Emily?'' I snapped out of my thoughts.

''Yeah?'' I asked casually.

''I asked you what you see in your nightmares.'' She told me.

I see Peter. And I swear, it's scaring the shit out me. I just want it to stop. I'm tired of this. Peter ruined everything. He ruined my fun. Ew, that sounded wrong. I mean, I'm not....I know I already said it. But I'm not having fun like before. Like joking with Stiles or having a weird mind.

I just miss the old Emily. Yes, I miss myself. Well, the old me.

''Well, I saw...uh.... a forest.'' She raised an eyebrow.

''Do you dream of what happened before the formal? When you got attacked?'' She asked. Yeah, that too. I dream a lot of that. But more worst. And more scarier. ''Dreaming about Kate?''

''Yeah.'' I simply replied.

But the thing is it's not Kate who attacked me in the woods. It's the bitch aka Peter. And I'm not dreaming about her. I mean, why I would dream about a girl I hate?

''Do you trust you friends?'' She asked.

''Yes.''

Well, I trust Scott. You want to know why? Because he's my twin brother and I love him so much. And he's the best big brother---okay maybe not big. Because he's not fat. He's the best twin--that's better. He's the best twin brother in the world! I mean, sometimes you can see a sister and a brother arguing but Scott and I are not like that...well, not every time. I mean, we are always helping each other. And he's always here for me when I need him and I'm always here for him when he needs me. That's cute, huh? I know. Because we are the McCalls and the McCalls are awesome! Whoo!

Stiles. Yes, I trust him. Because I know him since I'm really young. And he's my best friend. And he's also like a brother for me. Scott, Stiles and I share our secrets together. It's only with the two of them that I share ALL of my secrets.

Well, okay, I didn't told them that Derek was my boyfriend but you know. Scott and Stiles are not really Derek's biggest fans. And me, well, I'm Derek's biggest fan. Ha! Anyway, Stiles can put Scott and I in trouble but it's fun. He's like the brain. He always found everything he want to know. Like he found out that Scott was a werewolf. And he helped him. He's a real best friend and a good one.