"Raising your gun to me isn't what scared me, Bellamy."
"Then what was?"
"That you told me you loved me just a few hours before."
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[SHADOW OF DEATH]
Meaning: A symbolic description of the world, meaning darkness and death are valleys on earth one...
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I jolt up as I take a deep breath in. I must have fell asleep. Shit.
"Hey, it's okay." I look up to see Niylah walking towards me.
"I fell asleep." I mutter as I stand up from the chair I was seated in.
"You're exhausted, it's natural." She says as I run a hand through my hair.
"I was supposed to take next watch." I tell her.
We had all been taking turns, but Alie was trying to break us, she had gotten to Clarke, then Jasper but she hadn't gotten to me. I ignored her and blocked out everything she was saying to me.
"Bellamy took over your watch." She informs me as I look at her. I nod in response as I begin to walk to the back room.
"Thank you, for helping us." I say as Niylah walks beside me. "You didn't have too and I really appreciate that you did, twice."
Niylah sends me a small smile as we stop walking once we reach the entrance of the back room.
"Your sister and your girlfriend hates you." My ears perk up at the sound of Raven's voice. "Were you even that devoted to Sawyer? I mean, you did almost get her killed under your command."
"You don't know what you're talking about." Bellamy tells Raven.
"You left her in Mount Weather so, I guess that makes it twice you almost got her killed." Raven says as my breathing shallows. "I mean you felt so guilty that you picked up a gun and slaughtered an army that was sent to protect you." My eyes widen as I turn to Niylah but before I could grab her, she runs past me and into the back room.
"Niylah! No!" I shout as I run after her.
"My father!" She says through gritted teeth as Bellamy rises from his chair. "You killed him!" She then slaps Bellamy across the face as I pull her back, Clarke and Jasper running in behind us.
"Niylah, You can't be in here." Clarke tells her as she pulls her out.
"It's too late." Jasper says as I turn to look at him. "Raven's already seen her. Alie knows we're here."
I look at Raven as a devious smile crosses her lips. Bellamy storms past me and out the door as I walk after him. I follow him outside as he kicks a barrel over, grunting in anger.
"Bellamy, stop!" I say as I grab his arm. He is quick to snatch his arm back as he turns to look at me.
"No!" He shouts as I step back from him. "She's right!"
"She isn't, Bellamy." I tell him calmly as he seems to calm down a little and look at me.
"Octavia hates me, Sawyer." He says as I sigh. "You hate me." He stares at me with the most pained expression.
