It's hard to not think of her, i hope she is handeling her issues well, i hope she lives well, i hope she dosen't hate me for everything I've done. I'm hoping to something higher that she'll take me back. I need her. I want her. That night, in the cottage, the night, the only night i have never felt so loved like during that time, that time was the most beautiful moment of all nights i have ever felt, seen, touched, smelled, tasted. And i can't help but miss it.
The next morning i'm drinking my coffee out on my portch on my backyard. Only forest and animals talking to each other is covering my thoughts up. The day should go on just like normal, i start at 11.30 with my first meeting after being gone for some months, then i should be good to go i think. If not, i don't know.
I put my cup in the sink, packing my bags, putting them in the back of my car, i'm nervously drving back to my workplace. She will be there, somewhere. I know that.
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BOOK 2: The Invisible (AVSLUTAD)
VampireIt's been some months since i talked to Darren. He really did upset me that morning. The fact is, im not sure it will be the same after this. I don't know if it was intended of him or just a mistake he won't redo. I have felt so lost latley, like no...
