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Eleven

It is not only today that I have realized how pathetic I am. It is only today that I dare to admit it. It is only today that I have had the opportunity to watch myself stare at you and wait for you to look back. I heard myself as I spoke of you in the fondest ways though your responses are nonexistent. It is only today that I wonder who I'll find my joy in after you are gone. It is only now that I realize that gone is a permanent word and it is heart-wrenching and bloodcurdling and blatantly possible and this is one thing I cannot stand.

Watch me next time.

June 4, 2014 5:57pm

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