Fire Beneath Me || L.S.

Peaceful

Harry's POV

The clouds are filling the sky, I can hear the rain softly hitting the window. The house is quite except for the muffled conversation and footsteps between Gemma and my mother.

It's been a few days since they had taken my father away. I haven't left my room since every once in a while Gemma or my mom would come in to check on me but I would hide under the covers as if they could protect me from all this, embarrassment. I felt embarrassed that they found out and now they know I'm ashamed of what I did, if only I could have kept this a secret.

I've locked my window so Louis wouldn't come in I heard him tap my window the night they took him away but I didn't answer. I don't know why I could have trusted Louis, I felt so stupid how could I trust him.

How could someone i love do this to me, especially him. I was overwhelmed with to many thoughts running through my head I didn't realize my pillow was getting wet from my tears.

I heard a knock at my door and I quickly pulled the covers over my head and tried regulating my breathing.

"Harry? Are you okay do you need anything?" I head a soft voice say and I could recognize it from a mile away

"Say something please, mom and I are worried. Do you need anything?" She asked.

"Leave me alone" I whispered

"Harry c'mon you need to get out of bed, please?" She continued

"Louis here" she said

My breath hitched, I didn't respond.

"I'll send him in, just call if you need anything" she said

I heard her step out and a different set of footsteps walk in.

"Harry?" Said a raspy voice with concern

"Leave me alone" I said bitterly

"Are you Okay? Answer me harry" he said

What do you want just leave me alone" I yelled pulling the covers off of me.

I made eye contact with him and forgot I wasn't wearing a shirt,all of the bruises,scars, cuts and burns were exposed but I was to angered to cover up

The bad boy that would make people tremble if they made eye contact with him was not the boy that was sitting at the foot of my bed; his bright blue ocean eyes were dark and there was no light in them like if someone were to turn off what ever gave his bright blue eyes you could get lost in. His soft brown hair was messy and tangled, he had dark circles under his eyes,he wasn't sleeping but who know for how long.

His face was pale and he looked sad even when he still wasn't smiling he would still have a small Smile but it wasn't like that now. The 'bad boy' I once knew was not there because this boy looked miserable.

"You look, like you haven't slept" he said breaking me out of my thoughts

"What do you want" I told him harshly

"I wanted to see if you're okay" he said

"You wanted to see if I'm okay? I was great before you came in my room" I said

"Harry please" he said

"No, I trusted you and you betrayed me. You told them and now they know, they know what he did to me because you couldn't keep your mouth shut! I was completely fine,everyone was, but you had to open your mouth for what!" I yelled

"You were completely fine?! How?! You lived In constant misery! That man beat you he destroyed who you are as a person! He broke you how could you say you were fine when you were in constant agony and fear!" He yelled back