It's been two years that Kalani has been waiting on Lucas.
It's been two years since Lucas left.
It's been two years since they've spoken.
It's been two years since he said he'd come back to her.
But little does Kalani know, all that's been forgott...
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I've been sick like a cow. I've been throwing up, feeling fatigue, sleeping a lot, my breast has been hurting a lot. I know those are signs of pregnancy but some of them are also signs of my period and I'm hoping that they are just signs of my period.
Honestly, right now I cannot afford a baby. It's not the fact that I don't have the money, because I do. I have enough money to support me and my baby a lifetime, it's just the fact that I don't have the time. I mean, I'm in school. I'm also working. I'm helping take care of my parents, it's just a lot going on right now, I cannot add a baby to it. I would hate to have a baby and barely have the time for it. They grow up feeling neglected, it would really break my heart and I don't think I need any more heart break.
I was currently sitting on the bathroom floor with my head on the toilet seat. It was so quiet in my house that you could hear a pen drop all the way downstairs, so that is how I heard my door open.
Well, that and the alarm system saying the front door opened. I heard it get disarmed and keys jiggle, then I heard my best friend's voice.
Trinity and I made up because she forced me to, plus I was missing my bestfriend. Bali even apologized to me and she didn't even need to.
Trinity: She's probably upstairs, c'mon.
Damn it. I looked a hot mess right now and Trinity is in my house along with someone else, probably Bali.
I heard my bedroom door open and Trinity's voice.
Trinity: Lani? You here?
Me: Mhm.
I heard her shoes as they walked on my wooden floor towards my bathroom. I turned my head towards the doorway to see her come in with Bali behind her.
Bali: She'on look good.
Trinity came beside me and felt my forehead which wasn't warm or hot.
Trinity: Lani? What's wrong?
I wanted to start crying so bad. I could feel my eyes burning with the tears that wanted to come out.
Me: Trin, I-I did something bad and I th-think I'm paying the price for i-it.
Trinity: C'mon sweetie, let's get you up.
Her and Bali helped me up from the floor and to my bed.
Trinity: You want some tea or something?
I shook my head no quickly.
Me: No. I haven't been able to eat or drink anything all morning.
