Hi I haven't been posting I'm sorryyyyy!
But I will be updating more now. These chapters will be shorter but I'll update more, maybe twice a day who knows. Okay thanks bye!
Liza's POV
As I wake up I look around. My mom is sleeping in an arm chair next to me an I sit up, but feel rather weak.
"Mom?" I whisper and try to signal her. She slurs a bit but wakes up, and her eyes get wide. "You're awake, how do you feel?" She asks me.
"I-uh" I stutter. I don't know.. "You should rest hon-" "What happened?" I ask cutting my mom off. "Last night, you.. y-you had a miscarriage" my mom said slowly as if she was dismantling a bomb.
"What?" I ask suddenly putting my hand on my stomach. "I'm sorry" she whispers. "My baby, I lost my baby?" I ask teary eyed. "Liza I'm-" "can you give me some space?" I ask trying to hold back my tears. "Yeah" she said quietly and got up from her chair and left the room, closing the hospital door behind her.
I give out a shaky sigh as tears run down my cheeks. As much as this kid was wrongfully made, it was my child. I never got to meet them. I can't bare the fact that I'm the reason that this baby died. It's my fault. I'm a little glad that it didn't have to grow up such a messed up life but the reason it can't is because of me.
I put my hand over my mouth and sob loudly. I hug myself as I cry, not giving a damn anymore. The door opens and I try to quickly pull myself together.
"Miss Koshy, I'm guessing you heard, I'm so terribly sorry for your loss" the doctor says and I shake my head. "We're going to keep you here for three days max until you're absolutely stable enough to go back to school and all that stuff" She says and I hum in response.
She checks up on a few things before leaving. I look around and see the time.
10:24 am
My mind goes off to David. He's at school. But I remembered, he doesn't love me anymore. I can't help but get sad thinking about him. Suddenly, someone knocks on the door and my mom walks in.
"Hi, I brought you some breakfast" she said sweetly. She's treating me like a fragile toy, who could break at any second.
"Thank you" I say lowly
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David's POV
As I'm walking to my next class I notice I haven't seen Liza all morning. I quickly turn around and bump into a broad chest.
"David! Sorry" I hear a voice says. I look to see Axel. "Hey it's all good man" I say and try to walk away but he pulls me back. "Uh, do you know where's Liza?" He asks. I roll my eyes. I told myself I wouldn't think or talk about her.
"No, and I don't care" I say looking rather bored. "Oh, well I'd figure since you're her boyfriend-" "We broke up, for good" I say quickly cutting him off. I see him starting to make a joke but I pull him closer to me.
"Don't say anything and walk away from me" I scowl and he looks stunned. I let go and walk away. As I take my seat I see Kristen talking to Scott worriedly.
"Hey what's the matter?" I ask and the couple looks at me sadly.
"Liza's at the hospital" Kristen says and Scott looks down. I clench my jaw and breath heavy. I convince myself that I don't care.
"Oh" I say sharply and walk back to my seat. Kristen follows behind and looks at me with a hard expression.
"What the hell do you mean 'oh'" she asks offended. "I need to stop worrying about the people who hurt me, that's what I mean" I say and the class starts. Kristen gives me one last look before she walks off to her seat.
My breathing becomes unbalanced when I think of Liza being in the hospital.
What for? Is she okay? Did she hurt herself? Did someone hurt her? If so, who?
I ball my fists and roll my eyes. I. Don't. Care.
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Liza's POV
"Oh Liza," Kristen says as I finish telling her and Scott about the miscarriage. "I'm so sorry" Scotty says with sad eyes. "Does David know I'm here?" I ask suddenly. I see Kristen and Scott give each other a look and my eyes widen.
"What?" I ask. "He does, but I don't think he's coming to see you" she says slowly. "Wh-what did he say" I question. "He said that he's going to stop caring about the people who hurt him, and he looked serious" Scott said.
I look down and hide my upcoming tears. Then, there was a knock at the door.
"Can I come in?"
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Give me the benefit of the doubt// Diza
Teen FictionWhen the new guys gets to town the bad girl decides to take matters into her own hands. But when things go wrong she has no one to turn to, as to everyone had left her.
