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Jimin - tough day

"She committed suicide."

I walked over to the bleachers and just thought about what my mom told me. My best friend committed suicide and never told me.

Yes she's been getting bullied, I always try to defend her if I get the chance but I won't be there all the time. I didn't know that it was this serious.

It was now lunch time and I haven't eaten since yesterday, I'm starving but I forgot to pack a apple. You know, typical high school student.

I sat down on the bleachers and looked at the empty field in front of me, no one was here except for me. It was a cloudy day, and the sun was covered. It was the weather knew exactly what was happening.

I couldn't cry. I just felt, like I needed space for today. I closed my eyes and thought of the memories I had with her when she was with me. I opened them when I felt a presence sit beside me.

I turned to my left and saw...a boy. I've seen him in school once in a while, but I've never actually talked to him.

"Tough day?" He looked at me and broke the silence. I just nodded not wanting to speak.

"Same." He slightly nodded while saying and looked down.

I got curious so I decided to asked.

"What happened?" I looked at him and said softly.

"It's just that someone special to me...passed away." He bit his lip and told me. I could tell that it was hard for him to say it.

"Same..." I looked back down at the floor.

After that there came dead silence. It wasn't awkward, more like... Needed silence. We needed to think for a while and there wasn't a second where it was awkward.

After five minutes I finally decided to speak. I looked over to him to see him still looking down.

"You know, you never know what you've got until it's gone.." I saw him look up at me.

"No.." He shortly responded.

"Why?"

"The truth is...you knew what you got, but you just never thought you'd lose it." He said. I was speechless. But it was true.

"I feel like it was my fault. I feel like it's my fault why she died. She was always there for me, I tried my best to protect her but it was never enough. I could've prevent her from dying, but I didn't." I sobbed.

I started to get emotional then a single tear finally rolled down my cheek. Once it dropped on the floor, it started raining. The boy who was beside me quickly stood up but I just stayed in my place.

"What are you doing? Your going to get sick!" He tried to help me up but then I started crying. He was shocked and didn't know what to do.

"I...hate..myself..." I said between my sobs. He's face softened and he sat beside me even though it was raining.

"Don't say that." He softly said to me.

"Why are you here with me when you can just go inside for shelter. It's raining." I spoke and looked at him.

"Because I'm worried for you.."

"Worried? You just met me.." I sobbed again.

"Yes I just met you but I doesn't mean that I don't care for you. I know how you feel, its hard but think of it. Do you think your friend would want to see you like this?" He said.

He has a point.

I hugged him tightly and cried. He was shocked at first but then hugged me back.

"Let it out.." I cried loudly.

After a few minutes the rain stopped and I broke the hugged, I stopped crying too. I looked at my clothes and his which were soaking wet. Our hair was very wet.

"School is over. Go home before you get sick." He said and smiled. His smile...

"Thank you so much." I managed to say.

"No problem."

"What's your name?" He asked me.

"Y/n. You?"

"Jimin."

And that's how everything started.