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Namjoon - dear moon

After a tiring day, it was almost midnight when namjoon stepped inside the hospital doors. Not many people were seen inside especially at this hour. If the sleeping receptionist didn't count, he was the only person he could find right now.

Slowly debating in his mind of whether to wake the sleeping worker right now, the boy decided not to. He understood how it felt to be tired after he had to work his multiple part time jobs today.

He reminded himself in the back of his head to tell the worker that he had visited. Nodding to himself, namjoon walked through the empty hallways, repeating the same number in his mind every now and then.

Finally, he reached his destination. He slowly opened the door predicting that his girlfriend inside was sleeping. But to his surprise, her eyes were wide open, staring at the window next to her.

"What are you doing?" Namjoon spoke in concern. "You're supposed to be sleeping. It's late."

You laid there on your hospital bed, your breathing pace slow. You tried your best to speak trough your weak state, attempting to do random hand motions. "I...can't sleep."

He sat on the chair beside you and held your hand. "Why?" You slowly lifted up your left hand and pointed at the window you were staring at. "Full moon...tonight."

His breath hitched.

He knew you wanted to see the moon. But you being this sick, you couldn't even walk. It was said that the moon would be at its biggest point tonight. Before all of this, you and namjoon would always stay outside together, doing nothing but stare at the night sky.

"I want to see it..." You paused, trying your best to catch some air. "Before I...I..."

"Don't say it y/n." He stopped you, his voice stern. "I don't want to hear you say it." He scolded, but sadness was heard in his voice.

Nodding, you slightly squeezed his hand. "I want...I want you to stop."

He leaned in closer, making sure he heard you right. "What did you say? Stop what y/n?" He spoke softly, squeezing your hand back.

"Work..working for me." You looked at him in pity, seeing the dark circles under his eyes. "You look so tired.."

Namjoon just laughed at your statement looking down. "It's okay don't worry. It's fine as long as we pay for your hospital bills."

You shook your head. "I'm fine..." Looking ahead, you sighed. "I want to see the moon." You face the window again, wondering how it would feel to be outside again. You smiled.

He looked at you. You looked so happy looking outside. Following your direction, he face the window, a face full of determination.

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Quietly opening the door, namjoon stepped out. He pulled your hospital bed in the the hallways where you were laying down, to weak to do anything. He cautiously looked around not wanting to get caught for doing something like this. The lights were off, making it even harder for him to be caught.

Removing the scarf from his neck, he placed it around yours making sure you were warm. "Don't worry, you'll see the moon."

Holding the front of the bed, namjoon started pushing it, running across the hallways and hopefully to outside. He silently passed by the sleeping receptionist, not wanting to wake her up.

The wheels under your bed were quiet, something he was thankful for. He quickly made it outside and started pushing again, using all his strength and ran to where he thought was the best. Yes— his arms and legs were aching, but he didn't care.

He continued pushing your bed with a run as if it was like a grocery cart. The streets were empty. The street lights were the only source of light around.

Breathing heavily, namjoon came to a halt. He faced your bed in a way so that you would be able to see what was in front of you.

"Look y/n." A smile made its way to his lips. "It's the moon."

You faintly smiled. "It is..." He felt him hold your hand. "It's beautiful."

The large full moon in the dark sky filled with stars was something you always loved seeing. It was mesmerizing. Your eyes sparkled wanting to keep this moment in your heart forever.

"Thank you..." You said, still looking above. "I...I love you."

Namjoon eyes teared a bit. He had to work multiple jobs, deal with rude people, earned a few penny's every hour just to see that smile of yours. For him, it was more than worth it.

"I love you too."

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I watched a scene from one of jieuns drama and it broke my heart so I wrote this chapter. Also school is tomorrow and I don't want to go :(