okay im really fucking glad that this voice recording writing thing exists because im literally about to loose my shit.
hi! im not dead anymore! well,
the last time i updated this book and like wrote any of my other books was early March. it's now nearing the end of August. March, April, May, June, July, August. yeah i know. LMAO ITS BEEN SO LONG PEOPLE HAVE EVEN STOPPED TAGGING ME IN SHIT WHATS LIFE.
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ive been trying to write this chapter the whole of my holidays (which have been 12 weeks this year and im in my final 2ish weeks now) but i just really can't. i was going to make this sappy and make u feel sorry for me and shit but i just really really really really can't fucking write for some reason and im annoyed at everything so enjoy this instead.
i can't write right now. i just physically can't. I write a sentence in half an hour, stare at it for ages then click off of wattpad and repeat the same thing every couple of weeks.
at first i purposefully didn't write because of exams (hEy i wrote all 28 exams months ago and now results day is in like 3 days woo me yeah ik cool). i think it's self explanatory why i didn't write wattpad fics and just revised every thing i could in the last few bits before exams hahaha. but yeah that was that.
then i fell into the previously described only writing one sentence at a time and reading over my old drafts like "damn can't do that now."
no sugar coating it idk what these exams did to me but it wasn't good. im sure literally everyone my age in england can say the same thing right now. my body still wakes me up at 5am like it did for exams and then has me sleep for way to long at a time so im always so tired and sad or overly hyper and then i can't even go out and have fun with my friends because during prom after parties id just have like one drink and give up. im just not me i guess i don't know.
im not being boo hoo sad or anything i just really don't know whats wrong. like i feel fine but i really don't at the same time. idk im getting flashaback (Marys) and id rather just not force myself to write until my brain can function again lmao that'd be nice.
also yeah Results Day is in 3 days and my whole future relies on what's in a little white envelope so that's cool too. idk more and more people are doing tags again so i might post a couple of those. just some basic Q&A shit bc i know the two people that'll maybe read this will LoVe that <3333
just don't mind me for a couple more months please. i might update a book then delete the chapter, i might delete some books. i really don't know i'll just try to get shit figured out bc im tired of thissssss.
