Cub Love

19

Van

" Can I give you a ride home?"

Jerrald offered as were about to head out.

"I would love to... But I'll be heading straight to Chris's"

As I said it, I saw disappointment in his eyes. He looked hurt for a second but smiled immediately, a very fake smile in which made my chest ache a bit.

" ahh hmm but we can hang out next time." I said, eager to see the smile on his face again. I did not failed as I saw him grin at me.

" You sure about that?" He said with a smirk on his lips.

I already got what he meant. Knowing what had happened the last time me hang out. He's such a tease! I bit my lower lip then looked down.

" oh god, Im sorry Van, I'll not do anything like that again I promise"

His sudden panic and outburst made me chuckle a bit. He then leaned closer. So close that I could his body heat radiating.

Then he ruffled my already messed up hair and adjusted my glasses upwards. I looked up to him then tilted my head in confusion.
He touched my chin, almost pinching it with his fingers. I felt my heart skip a beat. I became so nervous.

What will he do?

Is he gonna?........ Kiss me?

" Can you stop being so adorable?"

He asked then pulled me in towards the elevator.
I'm still flustered about what he said. I cant look at him. I was a nervous wreck, my heart beating faster than it normally does.

As we're inside Jerrald tried to make the air less awkward, luckily, he's good at making me laugh. The tension was immediately replaced by our giggles and voices.

As the elevator chimed open, we're both still talking and  laughing, too engulfed at the conversation, I did not noticed the person who walked towards me. Then I felt my self bump into a firm chest. As my face touched his clothes, I immediately recognized the cologne and his own body musk.

I suddenly became nervous.

I was planning on surprising him earlier but I was the one who was surprised by him.  The thought of him unexpectedly showing up here made me happy. That is just so sweet of him, but not when Jerrald's here.

I have feeling that he will not take this easily.

I looked up, his face is serious. He doesn't look mad neither happy. Its blank. And I cant help but feel bad about my self, I can't take it, he's mad at me. He probably doesn't like me anymore. Im an ugly liar, who wants that, right?

"Chris.... .."

I dared to say his name, I want to apologize, to save what we both have. Having the thought of him hating me and leaving me hurts.

" Whats this?" He then said. I'm not sure if the question is directed to me or Jerrald.

He's not looking at me but he didn't move away from me either.

"Actually no, I have to go" He said then turned around nog even acknowledging me. He walked towards the main entrance of the building to head out.