Salvation

Help me

Traumatizing scene ahead, read at your own risk

Ade

"Twinkle, twinkle, little star, how I wonder what you are" I sang and the officer stared at me before moving close
"Miss are you feeling alright?" He asked and I nodded before laughing

No, nothing's fine

"Up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky" I said slowly and the officer began to bring out the tranquilizer
"That doesn't help. It'll only increase my anxiety" I said when he began taking creepy steps towards me
"This is not your tranquilizer Miss" he replied and I became alert. I moved up the bed while he moved closer and groaned when my back hit the bedpost
"Who are you?" I asked and he laughed
"I'm definitely not your friend and besides my boss sent me. The attack on the court must've begun" he said and my heartbeat increased
No, Esther's there
"What do you want?" I asked slowly reaching for the buzzer to alert people outside
"Your corpse" he said then pulled me against him making me to loose my grip on the buzzer
"Boss wants you dead, but it doesn't mean I can't have my little fun" he said and I felt my blood run cold
"Don't touch me" I said and began to struggle against him. He began to undo the knot of the hospital gown and I screamed which made him to slap me
"Will you shut the hell up and let me concentrate!" He yelled before looking around and stuffing a napkin in my mouth

God no, I can't loose my virginity like this

I struggled against him and he laughed before removing his belt and tying my hands to the bedpost

God is this going to end like this?

Tears rolled down my cheeks as he began to kiss my jaw all the way to my neck and I found it hard to breathe the the cloth in my mouth.

Stop it!

I turned my body away from him and he sighed before pulling me with my bound hands.  
"Will you just stay still!" He yelled before holding my bound hands with his and continued kissing all the way to my collar bone

I want to puke

I began to struggle with all my might and finally hand the chance to kick him in the groin granting me a slight freedom. I removed the cloth from my mouth and stood up to run away when I felt immense pain on my scalp
"Ahh!" I yelled as I was pulled back with my hair and slammed on the wall

Isn't anybody outside?

He continued kissing my collar bone and I twisted and turned before screaming
"Help!!"
"Shut up!" He yelled after slapping me.

God make this stop!

"No one is in this hospital except you and I. The rest are in court and this is a private hospital for police officers and agents" he said then smiled sickly
"And guess what?" He asked before coming close to me
"No one is here, so you can either make this fun for the both of us or make this hard on you"
"Please, just kill me" I cried and he sighed
"Aww, am I going against your Nigerian culture? That's old school! Besides when I'm done with you, you'll be begging for more" he said and I shook my head vigorously
"Please no" I cried and he rolled his eyes before standing up to lock the door. I looked for anything breakable but didn't find making me to cry even harder. He came back and brought out a gun before pulling the trigger
"One move and you're dead, got it!?" He yelled and I spat on his face which earned me a punch on my ribs

God just take me please

He brought out IV tubes and tied my limbs to the bedstead.

God please!

"Don't worry, I'll make it worth while for you" he said then did the horrible deed. At some point when I couldn't take it anymore my eyes rolled to the back of my head and everything went black.

I woke up to the sound of shower running praying that everything was a dream but it wasn't. I saw the discarded hospital down on the floor and choked on a sob when I saw blood on the white hospital sheet.

No God how could you let this happen to me!?

I saw purple and red bruises on my ribs from where he punched me before standing up and feeling a great pain; in my body and soul. I was about to limp to get clothes when the bathroom door opened
"She has finally woken up!" He yelled and I tried to cover up which made him to laugh
"It's not like I haven't seen everything before. You chest is a little flat tho, I suggest a boob job" he said and I felt tears well up in my eyes when reality finally dawned on me

I was raped

I couldn't keep myself

"Aww does baby want to cry?" He asked and I stepped away when he wanted to touch me

"This is actually better than killing you" he proclaimed and I released a sob
"Come here let me dress the wound" he said before pulling me forcefully into the bathroom
"Take a shower and call me when you're done" he said before walking out of the bathroom, leaving me all alone. I scrubbed my skin with hot water until it became sensitive to touch but still felt dirty. I tied a towel before picking the first aid box and staring at my cheek which had two hand print on them, my eyes were red from tears and I had bite marks scattered over my collar bone and neck. I looked away from the mirror in disgust before a razor caught my eyes. I picked it up and looked at my right wrist before slitting it. I winced at the pain and blood oozed out from it before dropping it and waiting for death to come.

I began to feel lightheaded when I saw the officer who raped me ran into the bathroom
"Shit! Why the hell did you slit your wrist!?" He yelled before carrying me into the room and looking for a bandage
"Made!" He yelled when my eyes were about to close and I opened it weakly before staring at him
"Talk to me about how much you hate me, sing, do anything just don't close your eyes okay?" He said and I decided to close my eyes which earned me vigorous shaking from him
"Just answer me!" He yelled and I felt a tear roll down my cheek
"Get lost" I said weakly and he shook his head. He bandaged my wrist before bringing out my file and going through it
"O negative" he read out loud before covering me with a duvet and running out of the room. My eyes closed on their own accord and I welcomed the darkness with open arms