Nora lazed around the rest of the day. I was disappointed she'd decided to get drunk last night, but I understood why. She'd been a zombie the last week and getting drunk probably made her feel alive. I could have grounded her, but I didn't want there to be any distance between us right now. I needed her to know I was here for her.The next week passed uneventfully. Nora was back into the routine of school and I think it was doing her good. She didn't seem terribly into her homework but I wasn't going to hound her at this point. On Friday, she seemed upset when she came home from school. I expected her to go out with her friends or with Aaron like usual, so I was surprised when she stayed in. She locked herself in her room and refused to join us to watch a movie as a family. I let her be and we went to bed.
I was awoken in the middle of the night by a crashing in the kitchen. I shot up, immediately wide awake. I figured there was a burglar so I grabbed my phone and began to creep down the hallway. I soon realized it wasn't a burglar when I heard laughing coming from the kitchen. Sighing, I started walking regularly down the hallway.
I was met with Nora sitting on the floor, a couple of pots and pans on the floor around her. Plus a bottle of wine. She looked like she'd been crying, but she was currently in the middle of a laughing fit. I crossed my arms and looked down at her, sighing.
"Nora, what are you doing?"
"I'm-" she tried to stop herself from laughing but couldn't. "I was just trying-"
She gave up and let herself fall onto the floor, laughing so hard she wasn't making any noise. I reached down and picked up the empty wine bottle from the floor next to her. I threw it in the trash.
"Nora, get up," I told her, annoyed. She pushed her upper body up with her arms and drunkenly began to stand. I took her hand and began to walk her down the hallway to her bedroom. I pulled back her covers and she started laughing again. I knew there was no point trying to talk to her at this point. She was drunk off her ass and not responding to reason. I pulled her covers up and turned off her light, then went back to bed. As I climbed in, Vanessa turned around to face me.
"Was that Nora?" she asked me.
"Yep," I said. "She drank an entire bottle of wine by herself."
She sighed. "This is the second weekend in a row she's gotten drunk," she pointed out. "I guess we need to start locking up the alcohol."
"Yeah," I agreed reluctantly. As I tried to get back to sleep, my mind worried. Nora was spiraling downward. She was choosing to deal with her feelings by getting drunk. I would think she would know better based on her mother, but perhaps that's where she had learned it. Vanessa and I would need to intervene before it got worse.
The next day, I woke Nora up early, definitely not willing to go easy on her this time. I opened her blinds and told her to get up. Before she got to the kitchen, she stopped in the bathroom and threw up. The more natural consequences the better, I figured. She was fifteen and her body wasn't ready for this.
As she sat at the kitchen table eating her breakfast, I joined her with my cup of coffee. "So, V and I went to bed around 10. You woke me up around midnight. What happened in those two hours?"
"I found the wine," she said simply. I nodded in agreement.
"It seems as though you did," I said. "You're fifteen, Nora. Why are you getting into the wine?"
"I just wanted to feel good," she said honestly.
"Nora, your mother just died from a drug overdose," I told her, as if she could forget. "She spent a lot of your life battling alcoholism. Why the hell are you going down that road?"
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I Fall Apart
FanfictionTakes place two years after the conclusion of "Stranger". Nora is 15 and her mother is on a downhill spiral.