One Shots ✏

please, don't go.

{im not sure what this was. i wrote this to vent. please don't pick at the pace and the randomness of it, thanks and enjoy? ♡ }

waiting. waiting for the news, the excuse that would forever float around.

it happened a lot. it happened too many times to even keep track of at this point. why? was there something wrong?

boys tore through what little self-esteem there was left and girls pixked at every flaw and girls and boys were ruthless, no mercy for the poor soul.

everyone pretended to care. what if they did care, in the beginning at least? don't be silly.

take the feelings. shove them away into the darkness. show people a facade, a fake mask. let them see what they want to see. no feelings and no care in the world.

friends come in. friends like to play games, trick others into seeing their love. friends want to see falls. but aren't friends there to pick up some pieces left behind from previous messes and mistakes?

they all find a way to break hearts and shatter special bonds. bonds that aren't even special anymore because it's

always
     
        the

            same

                  damn

                         thing!

come and be friends, act like she cares about the problems, and then moves on as if nothing happened. whatever happened to "best friends"? "i'll never leave"? "i'll always be here"?! liars. all of them.

especially boys.
boys have a talent.
  flirt until hearts fill with warmth.
make skin burn when fingers trace shapes.

make girls fall in love.

all for what? to have fun? to make time go by faster?

nothing

ever

changes.

but please.

please, don't go.
i love you.

you make me happy.
you make me smile.

you fill me with a sense of comfort.

i love you.
you are you, and that's perfect enough.
why can't you see that you're killing me?
i hate you.

i didn't mean that.
please, come back.

your silence is deafening.
you're scaring me.

don't be like them.

please

don't

go.

please

stay

here.
i

love

you.

im sorry.
please stay.
you don't have to
love me the same way

i love you

just please,
don't go.