This is for all the true rock & rollers (Here we go again sequel)

Chapter 2

ALEX'S P.O.V.

It's been days since Jinxx left and went on tour. I haven't had notices of him. I was feeling empty as ever and was breaking my head trying to figure out what happened between us.

These days I've been distracted actually, and Mike was starting to get angry at me.

– If you want to know it so badly, just go and ask for fuck's sakes! – that was what he told me the other day after calling my name like 9 times.

I've thought about the idea, and I've called him twice indeed, but he never answered the phone.

*One day later*

I was with Juliet in her house trying to find out how to cook some brownies when her phone started buzzing. She looked at it and happily ran to her desk, opened her laptop and logged in Skype.

There was Andy waiting for her with the biggest smile ever plastered on his face.

I left her some privacy and decided to try to call this asshole, aka Jeremy Ferguson.

I dialed his number but there was no answer, and it was funny because I could hear how his phone was ringing thanks to the video call Juliet was doing with Andy.

So, for me that was enough.

I came next to Juliet. She lifted her eyes to me as Andy happily said hello to me.

– Hey Andy, is Jinxx there? – I asked with my arms “crossed” on my chest.

His smile disappeared a bit as he nodded and looked to the closed door that was behind him.

– Can you tell him that I'm getting tired of calling him and that I won't bother him anymore if he just talk to me for a minute? – I was trying to stay calm, but it was more difficult that it seemed.

Andy stood up and disappeared for a moment from the screen. Juliet was still looking at me.

– Alex, what are you going to do now? – she asked worried.

– What do you mean? – I replied looking down at her.

– I know you, and also know how you're when you are angry – she sighed. I shrugged.

 Andy came back and sat down again in front of the camera. He looked at me and pursed his lips for a moment.

– He doesn't want to talk to you now, Alex – he said in a quite tone. I clenched my fist.

Juliet caught my arm kindly and I managed to relax my body.

– Okay, tell him that this is over, forever. I won't make you do anything more after this Andy – I replied and caught my jacket after watching how he left again his spot.

Juliet followed me with her eyes to the door.

– Where are you going? – she asked getting up from her spot.

– I need fresh air – I replied leaving the house.

JINXX'S P.O.V.

Leaving that house broke my heart, but the anger made me strong enough as like to not return.

It's been a few days since we argued and I didn't felt exactly great. As much as I thought about it, I couldn't believe that it was happening. Alex had called me three times, but I couldn't just answer the phone like if nothing has happened.

That day we didn't have any concert and were hanging in the bus.

Andy had disappeared a few ago and I was left alone watching the TV.

My phone rang again. I looked at it and left it buzzing on the table. If anyone new how much I wanted to go back in time.

Andy appeared from the bunk area and looked at me.

– What? – I asked feeling uncomfortable.

– Alex told me to say to you that she's getting tired of calling you and that she won't bother you anymore if you just talk to her for a minute – I thought it for a moment.

– Tell her that I don't want to talk right now – I said returning my attention to the TV screen.

Andy left the room and a second later came back.

– What now? – I said seeing he wasn't going to leave me alone.

– She said that it's over, forever – I never thought that she was so angry with me as like to do that. Andy must have seen my face because he sighed.

– Dude, just talk to her before it is even later, I know you, you will regret this if you don't do it – he left the room again after throwing my phone to me.

I looked at her number for a moment before pressing the green button.

I heard two beeps before the she hanged out the call. I sighed and tried it again.

It took me five calls but she ended up answering it.

– I don't want to talk to you – and she hanged the phone again.

I was debating between throwing my phone against the wall or calling again. I did the second thing.

She answered it and it was obvious that she was crying.

– What do you want Jinxx? Haven't you made me enough harm? – she sobbed.

– Alex, please, just let me talk to you, I was being an asshole, but I'm sorry okay? Lets speak, please – I said hearing how she cried a little more before answering.

It was breaking my heart too this situation, and hearing her crying wasn't helping.

– I think it's pretty simple, I wanted to fix the things between us, but now I don't know if I ever want to see you again – I sighed and ran a hand through my hair.

– C'mon Alex, how are we going to let everything end like this? – I questioned a little hopeless.

– We want different things, what's the point in continuing with this? – she asked calmer.

– Because right now I don't know anything, I just know that I want you, I love you with all my heart – I said. She was having problems in breathing correctly.

– I-I don't know... – I sat down on the couch hopeless. Then an idea came to my mind; it was the last thing I could ask for.

– What about waiting until the end of the tour? Think about it and at the end of the tour we'll talk again and decide what to do – I said trying to convince her.

There was a moment of silence before she spoke again.

– Okay...but, what are we until then? – I thought about it and pronounced words that hurt like knives.

– Let's take a break until then, but just to think about everything... – she agreed with that and hanged the phone.

Now I was even more worried about the idea of Alex saying that she preferred to not come back with me.

That possibility stayed in my mind for the rest of the tour.