This is for all the true rock & rollers (Here we go again sequel)

Chapter 10

JINXX'S P.O.V.

– Do I have to go? – I asked as I followed Andy outside the hospital.

As soon as we were out, Andy lighted a cigarette.

– That's going to kill you – I said moving my hand in the air pushing back the smoke.

– Whatever, I'm near a hospital anyway – he smiled as I rolled my eyes.

We walked to his car. I was actually still waiting for an answer to my question.

– I don't want to do an interview, I want to stay with Alex – I said sighing.

– Leave her have some time with her friend, you two spend too much time together – he laughed.

I lifted an eyebrow resting my hand on the car, but denied and didn't say anything. I went in and left Andy drive.

ALEX'S P.O.V.

– I heard Mike is going to have a baby – Juliet said as she helped me standing up.

I was bored as fuck of being in bed. I needed to move.

– Yeah, he's pretty excited about it. I never thought I'd seen him like this – I laughed.

– Well, I never thought I'd see you engaged – she replied.

I looked at her realizing about it. Until Jinxx and I started dating, I'd never thought about getting married.

 – Yeah, well, one thing is getting married and another is having a child – I rested my hand in the window frame.

The fresh air felt so good. I breathed deeply, filling my lungs with it.

Juliet rested her back against the wall next to the window looking at me with her arms crossed over her chest.

– I think that you'd be a good mother if you had a child – she commented.

I couldn't help but laughing.

– No, Jinxx would be a good father, I'd be a horrible mother – I denied with my head.

– Why do you say that? – she looked outside the window like me, tapping with her fingers in the frame.

– HM...Because I don't like children, I don't even know how to take care of myself and my life isn't the perfect one for being a mother? Yeah, that's a resume of it – I looked at her as if it was obvious.

Juliet sighed ant took off her fringes of her eyes.

– You're caring, nice and perfectionist, you'd do it well and you have Jinxx – She replied.

Why was she talking so much about it? I was only 24. I didn't want a child in my life right then.

– Has Jinxx told you to talk to me about this? – I asked frowning, looking the buildings and the blue sky.

– No, Jinxx isn't comfortable talking about this anymore – she said.

I glanced at her. Her lips pressed forming a thin line. I sighed.

– Why? – I asked simply.

– Because of the fight you two had. He is so in love with you that prefers not to talk about it anymore instead of continue fighting – She turned her head as our eyes met.

I bit my bottom lip looking back outside the window.

Was that so important for Jinxx?

JINXX'S P.O.V.

After the interview, where I mostly sat down and let Andy talk as always, we went back to the car.

– Man, you're so boring when you want to – Andy told me as he unblocked the doors of his car.

– Interviews are not for me– I shrugged and went in.

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Most of the way back to the hospital we spent it listening to an old rock radio station. Andy was the one who broke the silence between us.

– So, have you talked again with Alex about what happened before the tour? – He asked curious.

– Why would we talk about it again? – I asked frowning.

– Because you have to clear things up, don't you? – he glanced at me then back to the road.

I didn't know where he wanted to arrive, but I knew he had something in mind and I didn't like it.

– Andy – I said staring at him.

– What? I haven't done anything dude – he defended himself.

– I haven't accused you of anything yet, why are you defending himself? – I got him, even without trying.

Andy glanced at me half smiling and denied with his head.

– Juliet insisted in talking to Alex about it – he admitted.

I sighed loudly. Why had they to talk about this again? Seriously. I didn't want to argue anymore. I was tired of that.

– Andy, I don't want you or anyone to talk about this anymore, okay? I'm tired of this shit. If she doesn't want to have children we won't. I don't give a fuck about it anymore – I told him annoyed.

He glanced at me and his smile disappeared. Nice. At least he understood that.

– Okay, sorry – he murmured and we kept in silence the rest of the way.

ALEX'S P.O.V.

Talking to Juliet always made me think about everything. I hated it because she seemed to always have the reason.

While I looked outside the window, an image of Jinxx carrying a babe came to my mind. I smiled to myself as I denied.

– What's so funny? – Juliet asked curious.

I glanced at her and shook my head.

– Nothing – I walked back to my bed and sat down.

– Whatever – she replied turning around as Andy and Jinxx came in the room.

I tilted my head when I saw Jinxx's expression.

– What's wrong? – I whispered as he pecked my cheek.

– Nothing – he murmured and sat down in silence.

Juliet and I looked at Andy confused. He shook his head.

– We'll leave you alone, call if you need anything – Juliet said taking Andy's hand and leading him to the door.

– Okay, bye – I replied looking at them until they left the room, then I turned to look at Jinxx.

I opened my mouth but he glanced at me and cut me before I could say anything.

– I don't want to talk about it, okay? – he said loudly.

I pressed my lips forming a thin line and looked down at my hands. My arm hurt.

– Why don't you go, Jinxx? – I asked.

He looked at me from the corner of his eye.

– What are you talking about? – he asked sharply.

– Go clear your mind, and when you decide that you want to be here, come back – I played with the sheet that covered my legs.

I didn't understand why he was acting like that, and I also didn't want to argue.

He was staring at me. I could feel it. He sighed loudly, clapped his hands on his knees and stood up.

– If that's what you want – Jinxx was annoyed and was getting angry with me without reason.

– No, that's not what I want, but I don't know what's wrong with you and you're getting angry with me – I said still looking down at my hands.

He sighed.

– You're right, I should go – he told me and left the room without saying anything more.

I laid down looking at the door, feeling how the tears rolled down my cheeks.