Acting like im alright
Say im off to sleep but end up staying up half the night
Just to be alone
Crying in peace so you wont have to know
Honestly somethings really wrong with me
As if writing all this down will help me not to drown
Locked inside my head, locked behind my door
Having thoughts about life
Craving death and all it's worth
More than sucidial, fuck I'm denial
And force myself to smile
Im sorry this is how I feel
Sorry about the past
Maybe one day I'll make it better
With a bullet to the brain to erase away the pain
As much as I want to hold you
And as much as I want to make you mine
That's a dream I won't achieve
And the happiness will leave me
This is just a endless a game
And I want it to be over
Game Over
STAI LEGGENDO
Poems: Gade 12- Present Day
PoesiaFrom another guy in the world, to you. Words that aren't spoken, but remain true. I hope you find comfort in my poetry too. A rusted connection to my reality, because honestly. I've lost it.