Temporarily Happy

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Where to begin

Where to end

Reality is short of the border between

Falling faster

Rebuilding slower and slower each time

One brick after another

Making sure nothing can ever get in

Making sure I can never get out.

February 14th 2019

A day of love for those who can afford

The heart break

Who can afford the chocolates and roses

For those who can simply say "i love you"

Without the after thought of rejection.

I bought him a rose

A yellow rose

Yellow in the great Gatsby

Meant riches

Meant happiness

Yellow is his favorite colour

The flower for me meant a gesture of love

A gesture for him to know I care

To know he means everything...

And when I mentioned this

He said he could

He could take my gesture as romantic

And I felt hope

It was false, Yes.

But it was still hope.

And no matter how much drugs

I consume

Snort

Take

The feelings for him that I feel

Won't ever fade...

Until hopefully I die

Or take his hand into mine

And feel myself happy

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