Today I woke up
And I really didn't want to.
Today I saw my brother and my sister
They got in the car with me
And the drive was suffocating.
She laid across my lap.
Her hazel eyes, still glowing.
Her fur, still so beautiful...but falling out.
Getting out of the truck, and seeing her so scared
Entering that dark room
My brother cracks, then like dominos
We all crack, letting the tears flow
Today I had to watch as my bestfriend
Have a panic attack before the needle of
Sedatives kick in and watch as her body...
As my bestfriend who jumped, ran and played around with me
And others
Fall side ways agajnst the ground as the sedatives kicked in
My mothers grief whispering into her fluffy ears
Her eyes slowly closing more and more each second
And then they shut.
A symphony of broken hearts sounded an alarm
Her body twitching slightly before the doctors came
Took her away and gave her another sedative
5 treacherous minutes passed before I saw her limp body being brought back
Laid on the purple blanket under the tiny lamp
The sounds of waves folling my ears and her...
Never so silent.
Never so still
Another needle, and heaven greetedd her
"Her heart has offically stopped"
The man said...
I fell backwards. I couldnt breathe
I didnt want to
I didnt want to watch anymore
"We should leave..."mother said
But i begged and pleaded for her to wake back up
To take me with her
Today...I lost my bestfriend
YOU ARE READING
Poems: Gade 12- Present Day
PoetryFrom another guy in the world, to you. Words that aren't spoken, but remain true. I hope you find comfort in my poetry too. A rusted connection to my reality, because honestly. I've lost it.