Langst Oneshots

Lies

TW: Lying, blood, self harm

Enjoy!

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This bittersweet taste left in my mouth as I continue listening to all their lies.

I frown as I write that down. A couple of hours ago I overheard them talking about how much they wanted me off the team, but as soon as I walked in they noticed and talked about how much the wanted me on the team.

Lie of you wanting me,
Needing me,
That I'm irreplaceable,

I scoff remembering when I fell out of a pod and Pidge told me about how 'irreplanceable' I am. I hate it so much.

Cuts litter my body,
The deep dark red liquid covering my frame as you stand there watching,

Keith saw my cuts. He just stood there doing nothing. Now he hates me more then ever.

Let's play a word game,
You call me what I am and I draw a cut,
knowing my body will soon be a library,

I laugh as I feel tears fall onto the paper. I soon will be gone.

Let me guess,
You feel bad about all those lies?
Here's mine,
I am happy,
I can joke,
I love you all,
I am going to miss you,
I will be alive.

Goodbye,
              The Seveth wheel

I grab my bayard and pull the trigger.
Goodbye world, have I never felt bigger.

Te amo y siempre te amaré, Keith.
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Two chapters in one day? Damn I sure do love y'all.

Sincerly,
            Gay