Are You Afraid?

Chapter 23

Elena's POV

As soon as I turned it off, I stopped crying and stood up. I went upstairs into my bedroom and grabbed a black top with a skull on it, black jeans, black boots, black leather jacket and underwear. I went into my bathroom and turned on the shower. I grabbed my razor and took it apart. I grabbed the blade and cut my wrists. I dug the blade into my skin really hard. Except I wasn't fazed by it. I got undressed and stepped in. I did my shower routine and got out. I looked in the mirror and I thought 'I needed a change.' I got dressed and went downstairs. No one was there but Louis wallet was there. I grabbed 500 bucks from his wallet and went shopping. I went into a hair dressers and asked for my hair to be dyed to raven black then have bloody red and electric blue highlights and to also have it curly. About 2 hours later, it was done. I paid the woman and went to boots. I grabbed some red, black, blue and gold contacts. I went to the toilets area. I put in my red contacts by looking in the mirror. I looked like a completely different person. I looked like a vampire especially with the pale skin. I decided it was time for payback so I decided to go clubbing. I got in and had about 100 shots. I saw a cute guy sit next to me and he asked for a dance. I was completely drunk so I agreed and I started making out with him half way through the song. He asked,

"So... What's your name?"

"Blue... Blue Anderson." I needed a change of name anyway. I then thought 'I have time on my hands. I can dance. I'm becoming a street dancer that everyone is scared of.' I left the club and went to the hotel next door. I asked for a room that lasted a year. I gave her the 400 bucks that I had left. I went to my room and slept there. Tomorrow I'm going to become a street dancer.