Are You Afraid?

Chapter 36

Blue's POV

I woke up to someone shaking me. I opened my eyes and the memories of yesterday came back to me. I wasn't going to show any weakness to The Vamps. I looked at the person and it was Tristan. Behind him stood the rest of them.  They did what they did yesterday except Connor broke my back. I didn't scream even though it killed as hell. Pain is an emotion and emotions a weakness. They got angry because I didn't scream so they did it again but made it hurt more. I still didn't scream. They did this 10 times over then gave up. Tristan made me look in his eyes and said,

"You will go back to your mates and not tell them what happened here. You vervain them and bring them back here. Got it?" I nodded. They unchained me and I made my way home. One mission was on my mind and that was to vervain the boys and take them to The Vamps.

'Stop Blue! You don't want to do this! They're making you do this!' Them words repeated in my head but I carried on anyway. As soon as I got home, I was embraced in a hug by my mates. They took me in the living room and sat me on the couch. Louis said,

"How are you human? We turned you into a vampire."

"Some friends gave me a cure. Is that ok, your majestys?" Their faces paled.

"How d-did y-you know?" I was only focused on my misson so I got up and went to the cellar. A shelf was marked vervainn so I grabbed 5 lots. I put them in different parts of my clothes. I went back into the living room to see the boys talking but as soon as they saw me they silenced. I sat back on the couch between Louis and Zayn. I put my hands in my pocket to grab some vervain. I brought my hands out and put my hands on top of theirs. They screamed in pain and tried moving their hands but I kept a firm grip. Liam came forward and said,

"Blue stop! You don't want this!"

"It's my mission! I have to! I can't stop until my mission is complete!"

"What's your mission?"

"To vervain you and take you to them."

"Who's them?"

"I can't say. I'm sorry." Louis and Zayn got knocked out. I took this chance to vervain Liam and I did. Niall and Harry were in shock.

"Blue! Stop! Listen to me! Stop! Don't do this!" said Harry. I seriously wanted to cry.

"I can't! You know that! Just know I can't stop and I love you and I'm sorry!" I ran at them full speed and vervained them. I put them in Louis' range rover and drove back to The Vamps' place. I got out the car and went to the door. I knocked and Nathan Sykes answered it. He said,

"Hey Elena. Have you brought them?"

"It's Blue! But yes, they're in the cat." He called the rest of them and they took them to the cellar. I followed them. They chained them to the wall. Brad took hold of me from behind and chained me to the opposite wall. I said,

"What are you doing?! Let me go!" They chuckled evilly. What is with them and chuckling?!

"We were never going to let you go." I sighed in defeat. I saw Louis' head twitch and he groaned. He looked at me and then the people around me. As soon as he saw The Vamps, his eyes widened. James turned to me and asked,

"Now Blue. What would you do to keep them alive?"

"Anything. Just... I'll do anything." The Vamps shared a look and nodded.

"Even...Let us feed off you?" I hesitantly nodded.

"No! Don't you dare!" Louis shouted. I sighed.

"If it's to keep you alive then I'll do it no matter what. Even if you did have sex within the year I was gone. I love you and I'd die to keep you alive." The Vamps and The Wanted came forward and bit into my already pale skin. I didn't scream. As I was close to the end, they pulled away and Tristan force fed me his blood. Brad broke and arm. Connor broke my other arm. James broke a leg. Tristan broke my other leg. Nathan stabbed me in the stomach TWICE. Siva broke my upper back. Max broke my lower back. Jay broke my hip. Tom broke my other hip. All my mates could do was watch in horror. I still didn't scream. I was on the verge of death but yet again I was fed vampire blood. This continued 20 times. I didn't scream simply because  I couldn't as I was too weak. I didn't show it. The 9 boys went upstairs leaving me down here with my mates. We sat in silence for a couple of minutes until Louis said,

"Answer this question. Why did you vervain us and bring us here?"

"I iwas compelled to. I'm sorry."

"Why would you take all this punishment for us? Why not let us die?"

"Because you're my mates. I would do anything even though you all cheated on me."

"What?"

"I asked you if within the year I was gone you had sex with someone else and you nodded, But after I asked if you actually cared about me and you nodded. Sure. My heart shattered at the first question. Honestly I felt like dying."

"I don't remember any of this. You sure?" I nodded. The door swung open and Brad stood there smirking.

"Blue. What I'm going to do is unchain you and you stand up and take off your clothes. Got it?"

"There's no way she's doing that!"

"Blue. You'll do anything to keep them alive won't you?" I nodded.

"Well then. I'll unchain you and you take off your clothes. Ok?" I hesitantly nodded. He came over and unchained me. I stood up and took off my clothes. Brad then grabbed me by the arm and chucked me onto the bed. He quickly got undressed and climbed on top of me. He put his manhood part inside me and thrusted hard and fast. A few tears escaped my eyes but quickly wiped them away. He reached his climax and 'let loose'. He then kissed me on the lips and I forced myself to kiss back. He then got off me, got dressed and told me to get dressed. Brad then chained me back up and went upstairs. I pulled my knees to my chest and cried. I can't bare the pain! Can't this just end? Zayn said,

"Blue... Are you ok?"

"What do you think Zayn?! I just got raped just like with you, Liam and Louis.! 4 times too many!" I snapped at him. Tristan was now at the door smirking. He came over and bit into my neck. He pulled away and left me bleeding. He made me look in his eyes and said,

"You are going to get unchained but you are not to run. You stay down here and torture your mates. Got it?" I nodded. He unchained me and went upstairs. I stood up and grabbed the knife that I got stabbed with. I went to Harry first and placed the blade against his cheek. I pulled down the knife and cut open his cheek.  I did the same with the others. I grabbed some vervain and placed it on their cheeks. They screamed and Niall said,

"Blue! Stop! You don't want this!"

"If I could control my body then I'd stop! But I can't!"

"Listen! Listen to our voices! Block the voice that's telling you to do this!"

"I can't! I'm sorry!" I stabbed them in the stomach with the knife. A few tears escaped my eyes. I sat by my chains and pulled my knees to my chest. I put my head on my knees and fell asleep.

Niall's POV

When Blue fell asleep I asked,

"What are we going to do? She's been compelled. We can't do anything."

"Next person to come in, you mess with their mind and get them to compell her to stop." I nodded. I fell asleep after that along with the boys hoping that our plan will work.