Chapter 17
Finally...
Joanna POV
"W-Why did you...umm...write a song about me...?" I asked looking into his perfectly blue eyes... I don't even know what to think...he wrote a love song about me...
"Why did you write a song about me?" He asked now getting up from the bed.
"Who said i did?" I said turning away from him. He can't find out about the album...
"I was you're only best friend, you're album is called EVERYTHING, and come on all you're songs are about a guy you love but can't have or a guy you were best friends with...." He said putting his hand on my chin and turning my face towards him...
"GUYS COME AND EAT!" Harry yelled from outside of the door. I quickly ran out of the room and went o sit with Holly and Ginny. I just put on a fake smile the whole time. I saw out of the corner of my eye Louis was looking at me.
"You ok?" Holly whisptered into my ear. I just noddded.
"Why is Louis starring at you?" Ginny asked leaning over Holly. I just shrugged. A plate was put in front of me with some meat on it. I quickly dug in...i was hungry. God i'm turning into Niall now...Just then i saw Louis get up...
"Where are you going Lou?" Zayn asked.
"Um...I'm not hungry..." he said. I new he wasn't ok... so when he walked into our room.... Oh ya forgot to say we only have one bus now. Since Eleanor and Joe left...so i have to share a room with Louis and everyone else with who there dating. Once he walked into our room i got up to.
"Your not hungry Joe?" Niall asked putting an arm around Rose.
"No i'm really not..." I said while walking to my room. I opened the door and Louis was just there on the bed looking up.
"Joanna...." He said looking at me.
"Y-Yes..." I stuttered...
"I love you and i always have..." He said looking into my eyes. Did he just say he loved me? Jesus he just said he loved me...
"Louis... I...I..." Was all i could say before he smashed his lips onto my lips. I felt sparks fly. He was perfect. The kiss had so much passion but yet it was soft and perfect. Finally he broke away.
"I love you to..." I said before kissing him again. I loved him so much... i don't even know what to think anymore. He just smiled.
"FINALLY..." Someone yelled from behind the door.
"ARE YOU ESDROPPING?" I yelled.
"No...." They said and then started to run...i looked back to Louis...
"I want to show a song i wrote a while back that i didn't put on the album...its called Writing Songs About You..." I said while grabbing my guitar. he just nodded.
I can't believe you did it again
Walked by and took my heart with you
Why did you have to look so good?
Don't you know that I'm trying to hate you
Trying to have a dream without you in it
But how can I put out this fire
When you're the one who lit it
I can't wait for the day I stop pretending
That I'm really ok when I'm not
I want to know how it feels to be
Over you for real
Until I do
I'll keep writing songs about you
I've got a stack of papers so high
And it's all about you baby
Keep thinking maybe I
Can make sense of something crazy
Something I can't get out of my Head
I write your name I write your name
Then I tear it all to shreds
I can't wait for the day I stop pretending
That I'm really ok when I'm not
I want to know how it feels to be
Over you for real
Until I do
I'll keep writing songs about you
And if you ever change your mind
And want me back again
I hope these songs will remind me
Why I shouldn't let you in
I can't wait for the day I stop pretending
That I'm really ok cause I'm not
I want to know how it feels to be
Over you for real
Until I do
I'll just wait for the day
I stop pretending
That I'm really ok when I'm not
I wanna know how it feels to be over you for real
Till I do,
I'll keep writing songs about you
YOU ARE READING
My Everything - Louis Tomlinson
FanfictionI'm his best friend...actually I was his best friend. Everything changed in those...those 10 seconds. The worst seconds of my life...the seconds when he told me to leave...forever and never come back. He was my everything...and I? Well I was his...
