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CHLOE POV

I couldn't believe the thought running in my head of what Beca just told me. I thought I flew all the way to her to call her mine. But of course not. Yeah, maybe she has a lot going on, but imagine me being there to support her along the way, and being the ideal girlfriend that she needs by her side. Ugh. Women.

"Everything was just moving too fast for me and I gave up my career for you guys." She explains.

I nod in understanding what she was trying to say. But all I could feel was anger. I just wanted to slap her to open her mind, be happy with me. She tries to kiss me but I became distracted. Wondering if I should even consider trying after all of what I did. No, Chloe. You have to chase after the one that you know is meant for you. Am I really doing the right thing to fight for... what I.. love?

"I'm going to unpack."

Before I could say something to make her change her mind, she rushes off into her room. I let all my weight pull down onto the sofa. I couldn't help but think what would happen if I did this or if I did that, or what if I actually have deep feelings for Beca and want nothing to do but love her for the rest of my life! God, I'm really overthinking and need a serious break from my brain.

I stood up and walked over to the kitchen to decide what I would like to drink, just to get me out of this mess temporarily; to distract me... from Beca.

I grabbed a whole bottle of strawberry vodka and just drank straight from the bottle. I couldn't help but drink and drink until I heard a screech coming from around the corner...

"CHLOE!!! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!"

I take one last chug and slam the bottle down onto the counter as I catch my breath and begin to loose balance. All I could see was Aubrey there in front of me, then beside me, and laying me on the couch as to sit on the floor to still be so close to me.

"Chloe!! Can you hear me? Are you okay?!"

I couldn't move so much of my body as my head was constantly spinning and could see two Aubrey's before me.

"Why were you drinking Chlo, you rarely do that because it ruins your vocal cords!"

I became more and more dizzy as my eyelids grew heavy and blurred out any sound around me. I needed this. A time all to myself. A time to be alone and away unconsciously. A way to-

"CHLOE?! Oh my god! I knew I did this! FUCK ME!" A small brunette awakens me as I slowly refocus my sight.
"Yeah, I really do think this is all your fault Beca! You should've kept an eye on her and not even break her heart! You are so selfish!"
A tall blonde argues towards the small brunette.
"I DIDN'T MEAN TO AUBREY! I WASN'T THINKING, OKAY?!" As my vision comes back, I see Beca yelling those words to Aubrey.
"Oh my god! Of course!! Because you are always so clueless with what's really going around you! Open up your eyes Beca!" Aubrey exclaims.
"ENOUGH!" I was managed to cough out.

As I spoke my word, everyone paused and immediately crowded around me. Aubrey gave orders to the others to get ice and water. Beca was right beside me, holding my hand tightly, as if she never wanted to let go. I coughed some more due to the alcohol poisoning me, and held onto Beca's hand tight as well... until my eyelids became heavy once again and loosened my grip with Beca's hand.

A/N: OKAY I KNOW THIS IS A LOT, BUT I AM UPDATING MORE AS I SAID I SHOULD SO.... you should vote up this chapter for more <3 because I sure hope Beca learned her lesson to start listening to Amy (;

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