My Coldly Boy✔ [ JJK×READER ]

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Waking up from the pain. Seeing my wrapped leg. I looked around the room. Not my room, unfamiliar place to me. I tried to move out of the bed. I moaned, grabbing my leg and slowly moving it with my body. Although I was in pain, I still walked towards the door. Opening it to see a long hallway. I sigh and walk slowly while my hands are still on my thighs. Small breaths leaving my mouth fragile. Hearing fast steps, rabidly I turned around to discover Jin.

"you are awake." I sigh and ignore him. Walking my own way. "are you feeling better?" he asks with pleading in his soft tone. I again, ignored him. "this is my first time to cosplay as a doctor." I stopped and turned around to face him again.

"thank you. Now, please can you show me where the exit is?" he shakes his head slightly.

"thaaaat... will be a no." he walks beside me. I sigh frustratingly.

"Jin."

"Y/n." he calls my name. "get back to the room. Jungkook will be talking to you in a few minutes." he says.
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Him in front of me on the bed was something I kinda expected to happen.

"I know you have many questions which I can't really answer some of them." he says. No, don't be a bitch now. I told myself.

"and?" couldn't help it. He raise both eyebrows, nodding slightly.

"and I'm sorry for–"

"I don't wanna hear it." I stopped him from speaking any further. "forgot about it."

"yeah, i guessed you don't wanna hear my apologies on something so small." I glare at him. Something so small? "how stupid I thought about apologizing to you." he looks down, chuckles.

"something so small? Is this small, Jungkook?!" I shout. He looks back up at me

"it was only a scar, Y/n. It will get away. That's what you told me and wanted." he spoke deeply. I disappointedly calmed down. I thought he wanted to apologize at what he did to me those months. An unbelievable smile lift my lip. He moves his head a bit to the side.

" what's that smile for? "

" nothing, nothing. " I say shaking head. "please, get me out of here. I did my thing and now it's my turn to leave." I say, glancing outside the window. I felt his stare on me and I didn't look back at him. Didn't dared to.

"you already took half of it." he says. I stare in confusion at him. "can you feel it beating with your half heart?"

"what?" he moves closer to my face. Staring too closely. Too dangerously.

"nothing, nothing." he says my sentence, backing away, leaving small laughing breathes. "I'm not letting you go tonight."

"I have to go." I say. Feeling I could explore at any time.

"stay." my heart singing at those words. I close my eyes and open them back.

"stop this!" I said loud.

"I'm serious, stay for tonight." he says again. I hate this. I hate how he makes me wanna hold on him. I sigh slowly.

"why did you become like this?" I asked. Slowly moving my head up, staring at him.

"like what? A boss?" I nod. "that's for who I would be once I got to be into this world." he says.

"do you love it?" I ask again. He nod.

"why not." shaking my head slowly, not liking his answers. "I won't be able to love it if you die early." he suddenly says. I glare.

"what?" I said loud, unbelievable.

"maybe, maybe you won't die? So don't sweat it. I won't try to murder you. Not now. Not here. Not yet." my tears are starting to grow up.

"I wanna get out of here. Now." I say one word by one. I'm Hurt. How am I supposed to stay here, in front of him?

"unfortunately, no." he shakes his head at me. His eyes on me.

"how could I date you? If I knew this, I wouldn't have been dating you by now. You disgust me." he narrowed at me. "I'm serious." I nod. "you are horrible, how could you do this to me?"

"that's who I'm now." he stood up and was about to leave.

"telling me I should stay while you go away?" I say, staring at his back. He turns, his eyes met mine. A tear slipped down quickly.

"screw it." he says, walking fast towards me. Grabbing my jawline and slams his lips on mine.

And I couldn't say no, or back away from him.

"don't worry about that guy." he says in between. I backed away.

"which guy?"

"the one I shoot at the party." he comes at it again. I backed away again. Looking down.

"right, I forgot about him." I whispered.

"he had been killing many people." being stared up at him, he leans in.

Morning

Waking up, the sun light on me. I sat properly on the bed. Can't believe we did it last night. I shake my head. Maybe I should have stopped him. Maybe I should just pushed him and ran away. I was too weak under his arm. Hearing nothing in this house, as if everyone left. As if he left. Looking around slowly, I was right. I'm alone in this big house.