A Simple Kiss

"Why?"

Chapter song : Ruin by Shawn Mendes.

I look in my mirror and stare at my stomach. I cant believe im pregnant.

Im pregnant.

Im fucking pregnant!!!

Its Alvins baby!!!

I deeply sigh and rubbed my stomach. I felt a tug at my lips that turned into a smile. A real one. I start to cry and continue to look at my stomach.
Im going to be a mom. I smile even more. I walk around my room humming. I flop down softly on my bed smiling like Cheshire Cat. I closed my eyes still holding my stomach.

I then fall asleep.

"Brittany are you woke?" I quickly jumped up pulling down my shirt. I open the door and smiled at my sisters. "Hey girls. Whats up?"
They looked at each other.
"Uh...are you ok?" Jean asked.
I nod my head. "Yup. Im cool."
"Oh, well we're all saying bye to Alvin."
I frown and nod my head.
"Ok. Im coming."

We all head downstairs and I see Alvin with his luggage. I want to tell him so bad but he will get mad thinking im lying to him.

Everyone went up to hug him and I stood back. He looks at me and I looked away tears start to spill. Again. I felt a hand on my face and I look into Alvins eyes. He leans his head into mines wanting to kiss me.

"I will always love you Britt." He softly give me our last kiss. He pulls away and get in the car. I cant tell him im scared. The car drives away and stand there staring at my stomach.

"Brittany are you ok?" Ellie asks.
"Girls I need to tell you something." I say.
They nod. "Ok. What?" I deeply sigh.
"Im pregnant."
Simon turned his head. "Youre what?" He demands.
"Um. Im pregnant. Yea im pregnant." I say looking down.

"Whose the...Alvin?" Simon say.
"Yea." I say.
"Wait why didnt you tell Alvin!?" Jeanette yells.
"I wanted to, believe me, but I couldnt." I say sadly.
"Come on Britt. Tell us why you didnt say anything." Ellie calmly asks.
I fidget with my fingers. "Because even though hes gone, I didnt want him to leave me, us."

I turn around heading up to my room. I lock myself in my room and lay on my bed. Its going to be a long year.

~2 years Later~

I wrap my hair up in a bun when I hear the squealing. "Mommy hes going to get mee!!" Raven screams with a giggle.
Aj speeds by the door after Raven. "Guys no running!!" I yell.

"Yes mommy!" They scream in unison. I chuckle until I hear a loud thud.
I rush out the room and see my pan of cookies on the floor.
"He did it!!" They say pointing to each other.
I tap my foot on the ground.
"Time out. Now." I sternly say.
"But mommmyyy! Aj made me!!" Raven exclaims.
Aj punched his twin brother in the arm.
"Jr. Did you?" I ask.

He looks down. "Yes mommy. I sowry." He says. I kiss the top of their heads.

"Its ok sweeties. But youre not off the hook." I say. They both groan and I get a knock on the door. I opened it and revealed my sisters.
"Brittany! We missed you so much!! Its like you disappeared!" Ellie says giggling. "Yea Britt. You had them worried." Simon says coming into view along with Theo.

"Whatever. Come in." And the boys squealed.
"Uncle Si!"
"Uncle Theo!"
"Aunt Jean!"
"Aunt Ellie!"
They looked at me.
"Mommy!!"
I giggled cause they are the most adorable toddlers I have ever seen.
"Ok double trouble, time out over with." I say.
They hopped up excited and ran to hug everyone. I smile but frowned. Its been exactly 2 years since I seen or heard about Alvin.

He didn't know I was pregnant and I kinda feel bad about it.
"Mommy! Daddies on Tv!! Daddies on tv!!"
Raven screams. We all sit down and watched the news.

Newscaster: So Seville, you left the band to become on your own?

Alvin: yes. It was time.

Newscaster: And did you ever think twice about it?

Alvin: Plenty of times. But hopefully I get to see everyone soon.

Newscaster: Haha how soon?

Alvin smiled and looked at the camera and it was like he was looking at the boys.

Alvin: Soon.

The tv went to commercial and I stood up.
"Who wants to go to the park?"
"Oh me!"
"No me!"
"Me more!"
"Me even more!"
"Me even more more!"
"Me even more more more!!"
Raven frowns.
"Thats more mores than meee!" He whined.
"Oh im sorry. We can share the mores." Aj reasoned.
Raven smiled. "Ok. Mommy look we are sharing mores!" I giggled and shake my head.
"Come on you two."
We all walk out the house and down the side walk.
"So Britt...ready to see Alvin? Soon?"
"I-"
"I want more mores!!!" Cries Raven.
"I dont have any more!! Stop being a baby!!" Aj says.
"Yes you do!! You just dont want to share with me!!" Raven complains.
Aj huffed and now he looked exactly like Alvin.
"You took allll the mores!"
"Did not!"
"Did to!"
"Did not!"
"Did too!!"
I closed my eyes.
"Boys!!" I yell opening my eyes.
They held their head down but kept their eyes on me.
"Yes mommy?"
"No fighting unless you are going to stay home." I say.
"Oh no mommy!"
"We be good!"
"We promise!!"
"Super promise!"
I smile as we enter the park. The two run to the slides.
"They are so cute Britt." Simon says.
I nod my head smiling.
"Yes they are." I say.
No later do we hear girls running and screaming. I rolled my eyes.
"Great what now?" I mumbled. I look at the crowd of girls and they made way as Alvin Seville stepped through smiling like he won lottery.

My breath hitched in my throat and my sisters gasped. Simon and Theo looked surprised too. Alvin looks up and his eyes found mines.

And in that moment I asked myself. Why?

A/N
Annnnd there you go lol sorry I skipped to 2 years I just didnt have anything else since Alvin left us lol.
What do you think about the twins lol they are so cute lol. Raven is a boy incase you were wondering.

Ok! See you next chapter my amazing readers!!