Phoenix was absolutely depressed.
I slept over his apartment for fun, but he was destroyed.
I didn't wanna be a stalker, but I needed to know what's up.
So I stood by his door, hoping he wouldn't see me.
"Bullshit liar.." he grumbled.
He was ripping something. Probably a paper.
"You didn't love me. You wanted me to fucking die."
Is he talking about me...?
Pheenie...I never wanted you dead.
He picked up a paper and burned it.
When he was done with his little sobbing fit, I walked inside to find him laid down on the bed.
"Phoenix? You okay?" I sat next to him.
He inhaled deeply. "I don't know."
"Do you wanna tell me what's wrong?" I asked softly.
He laid silent.
He was thinking.
"Who wanted you dead, Pheenie?"
He flinched and put his hands over his face.
"You heard me, didn't you? Gosh...why can't I just be a little quieter!" He said.
"It's okay. Just tell me what's wrong." I sympathetically held his hand, laying down as well.
"Aya..." He began, and I knew he was gonna get deep into rambling soon.
"That day I broke up with you..it wasn't because I couldn't take it...or I was busy...or I was sad...it was because...I was afraid of getting hurt again." He tightened the grip around my hand.
"Hurt again?" I asked.
"Dahlia...she was my....quote and quote, ex girlfriend...she didn't love me. She told me that. Straight to my face. But I really loved her. I would call her my Dollie. And all she said was a lie. I was just a victim...a cover-up in her scheme...I was used and manipulated...I was just sick of the disease called love." He said, staring at the ceiling.
"Pheenie..." I said, speechless.
"She used to call me that. All the time. But when you say it, its different. It's like....love re-entered." He chuckled.
It was silent for a bit.
"Aya...be honest...if you weren't with Miles, would you be with me? If I gave myself another shot at love?"
I thought for a bit.
"Most likely. But it depends how I'd feel about you if I wasn't with Miles." I looked at him.
I then realized; we were still holding hands.
Once he noticed, he instantly pulled away and blushed.
"I-im sorry!" He stammered.
I chuckled. "Its okay, Pheen. Speaking of Miles, I heard he's finally got his own place."
"That's interesting. He better have enough room for my rent. I'm really down on money." He frowned.
I laughed. "You'll get better. Maybe you should be a pianist."
"Nah. Those guys get a dollar a day. Not even close to how much I have to pay. Plus, I have no interest in piano." He shrugged.
"Be an anesthesiologist. They get the most pay."
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euphoria (miles edgeworth x reader)
FanfictionWARNING: THIS BOOK MAY CONTAIN ABUSE (MENTAL, PHYSICAL, AND SEXUAL), MURDER, PSYCHOTIC SCENES, SELF-HARM, SEXUAL SCENES, CURSING, ALCOHOLIC USE, DRUG USE, ETC. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. {this story was written for my friend. keep in mind, I just got in...