Wrong Ties

Chapter Sixteen

Noahs pov:

I wasn't intentionally planning in hopping in the Jacuzzi But when Cassie caught my eyes, i knew she walked here from the party just for the Jacuzzi.

All week at this stupid camp we haven't spoken or interacted since our kiss. That damn kiss. We were just occupied i guess, i really don't know why I'm obsessive with her i guess it's because i haven't slept with her yet. Yeah that should be it my subconscious tells me.

I didn't feel like going to that stupid school provided party, that was just an excuse for students to get fucked of their face wasted and laid which to my surprise I didn't feel like doing. To my surprise when Cassie showed up here I'm glad I didn't go to that whack party.

As she walked into the boys cabins to change I couldn't help but wonder what the fuck is going on between her and Josh, i know they have History that's for sure, i slept with Lilith just to find out what happen, I couldn't help it i had to know. But somehow the more i thought about it the more aggravated i get so i breath in and out before Cassie walks back out.

Cassie covered her body in her towel, she was nervous to be half naked in front of me i could tell by her grip on the towel and the way she bit the inside of her cheek.

I looked down as a way of letting her take it of and getting in but when she released her towel my eyes shot up and I couldn't help but gawk. Shes fucking beautiful, her body is shaped magnificently and her skin was glowing, but yet somehow I noticed a few scars.

I want to ask her about them or at least feel them, is she doing this herself or is someone fucking hurting her? I clench my jaw of the thought of someone hurting her. Wait why the fuck do i care?

Somehow i felt that maybe I shouldn't ask about them, well at least not tonight. She looked like in no mood to talk.

As i open my mouth to speak to her asking her why she seems to enjoy making it hard for me not to touch her she looks surprised.

All week shes been wearing a little bit of revealing clothes which is unusual due to her always wearing baggy shirts, oversized hoodies and long sleeves under her shirts.
but i guess she did due to the summer creeping in and I don't think she would want to die from over heating, i mean I'm down less painful i guess.

My eyes are somewhat glued to her and I can't look away no matter how i try, i watch her every move, she takes notice and locks her eyes on mine in this moment water under my skin feels amazing and calming but i still can't help to be able to feel her.

As i walk slowly across the pool to her she tenses and stiffs up until i touch her skin slightly she relaxes instantly, she can't even see the effect i have on her and that intrigues me more to see how far this will go.

As i reach her face i close the gap between us yet again with a soft kiss, she neglects to kiss back but eventually gives in, why did she try and hold back? I don't know and I don't care at this moment.

As i kiss her i feel her intake of breath and eagerly push myself against her for more. She doesn't realise how long I've been needing this, her and her touch.

Her lips part giving me access to insert my tongue against hers, as i cup her flushed cheeks i muffle moan in between our kisses. Her tongue grazes along my bottom lip and i lose my breath. I open my mouth slightly to try get some damn air but there doesn't seem to be any, theres nothing, only her.

There's something different about this kiss it seems more passionate than any of our kisses, even how hard we try to stay from each other we always end up yet in the same position except tonight i want to feel her feel her.

I lay back never breaking our kiss and separate her legs letting her wrap her legs around my waist. The water ruffles from our hard movements.

I begin to trail kisses along her jaw down to her neck most likely leaving marks which i hope Josh fucking sees. The thought of Josh makes me push harder against her. The taste of her skin ignites me and i want to taste more but i need to know she wants the same thing.

As she gives me permission i take no time in getting her into the cabin, shes straddling my waist while i still hold our kiss, i kick the door closed with my foot and hope no fucker comes in to ruin this perfect moment. Did i say perfect? What the fuck?

Ignoring the fact our bodies are still damp from the pool i trail kisses down her neck to her stomach, lightly yet demanding. She tastes so fucking good and I haven't gotten to that part of her yet, shit.

I'm already hard just by staring at her and kissing her stomach, well thats fucking unusual but I'm not complaining.

She looks at me with her pleading yet innocent eyes, unsure of what I'm doing but I'm too eager to see her reaction.

I pull her bottom bathing suit off and take a full intake of the view in front of me, i kiss lightly, teasing her for a reaction. Her head shoots up and cheeks flush in embarrassment.

"Look at me" I demand.

Her eyes are now fixated on me, " don't be embarrassed, I'm not going to hurt, I'm just going to make you feel good.... very good."
I say brushing my tongue on my bottom lip.

Her legs stop tensing and i take this opportunity to get what I've been waiting for, a taste of her. As my tongue meets her opening i move at a slow paste, leaving her miserable.

Her hand grips my hair and she pulls hard, usually this would annoy me but when she does it, it ignites me and i plead her to pull my hair more. Yo what the fuck is wrong with me?

While my tongue attacks her sensitive spot her eyes screw shut, her moans get louder and her legs begin to shake, shit, shes about to come undone. The sight of her sends chills down my bones, it's the most hottest thing I've ever seen before.

As she comes undone i pop my head back up in order to see her pant out of breath. I smirk playfully at her.

What... was .... that? She breaths out

"That there babe was your first orgasm" I smirk.

She smiles lightly before catching her breath again and retrieving her bathing suit. It's still early so i instruct her to lay on the bed while i get my sleeping bag.

When i return Cassie's already asleep, with her legs close up to her stomach and her head laying on one of her arms. wow i worn her out, shit now thats what I'm talking about.

Again just looking at her she looks and seems at peace and well beautiful. I creep quietly next to her, placing my sleeping bag over us.I'm no where near tired but i just want to be able to sleep next to her i guess? It's not a big deal or anything but I remember sleeping next to her the first time and that was the first night i was able to sleep all night without being attacked by my overpowering, haunting yet annoying thoughts. The thoughts that seem to keep me awake most nights, they usually revolve around my father.

Somehow just sleeping near her blocks them out and i need that but she doesn't need me and I don't need her just her company i guess. I don't know what the fuck I'm thinking or saying now days to be honest.

I peek over at her and place a strand of hair behind her ear that was placed upon her face blocking her features. She creeps closer to me, placing her head upon my chest and placing her hand on my chest as well. I flinched at first not knowing what the fuck to do. I look at her again and allow her to sleep on me like this, it's not the worst feeling ever so i guess we can stay like this until the boys get back which will probably be in another few hours, which I don't mind. Thos dumb fuckers can stay out as long as they please they mad annoying.

Cassie head moves slightly and i place a kiss on her forehead, i like this, this is I don't know. Calming? I don't fucking know but ,Cassie jones what the fuck are you doing to me?