This Is Life(PTV)

One last tour CH.18

i blinked at the past and looked around. i was in the bus waiting for Marie to put her littl combat boots on that Mikes girlfriend Alysha sent her when we were in the hotel.

"ready mama." she said smiling. i looked at my little 6 year old baby girl. she was wearing something similar to me. she was wearing her hair down with a loose crop top that didnt even show her little stomache she also was wearing her tights with her boots with a gray beanie.

i was wearing a snapback with some tights and a 'fuck everyone' shirt and my high converse.

i took a quick selfie with the darling and posted it on twitter.

'@Val_Tea:Baby girls outfit on point tonight💕'

i grabbed her little hand in mine and we ran to the beautiful stage.

" we just wanted to thank everybody that had supported us all throughout our years together. with out you theres no us and we are very thankful for you all!" said vic smiling out of breathe.

the beat started up alittle on a ver slow pace

" okay last tour..I think we should have atleast one more song to play"

the crowd went wild and Marie and I cheered ourselves.

Vic walked up to us while the beat still played and the boys making random sounds with their instruments waiting for the song.

he put the microphone next to Maries mouth.

"what song Darling?" vic asked Marie.

"100 SLEEPLESS NIGHTS!" she said excitedly. one of her most favorite songs.

"haha ok hon.. come on boys"

the beat picked up that collided togather perfectly.

"you ready to rock bae-ba" he said pointing to a random fan in the front and she just stood there eyes widen and she just totally stopped jumping. i chuckled while the boys also did.

"its okay darlin" he said smiling.

"I can't wait to see your brilliant face

Light up the room around the pillowcase

She said, "Can you come over to my LA place

I got something to tell you and it just can't wait"

When I showed up you held the door in tears

Sat on the couch under the chandeliers.

You said you're having a baby and before I could cry

You're leaving me just when I thought you were mine.

But I don't see your face,

Taken by the one hearted race home now,

But, don't tell your other man

I got a hell of a plan

Failing lights amass one hundred sleepless nights

And I might be holding on too tight

But there is a beast in my heart and he won't let you leave alive

Nightmares

No longer wait for sleep

Crawl on the ground on both your hands and knees

Just like a, lion and you're the queen of the pride

And we will feast together till the bones are dry.

But I don't see your face.

Taken by the one hearted race home now,

But don't tell your other man.

He's not a part of the plan

Failing lights amass one hundred sleepless nights

And I might be holding on too tight

But there is a beast in my heart and he won't let you leave alive

Do you still love me? I am dying to know.

Or did you forget what we shared?

Out of sight out of mind I was never even there

Failing lights, amass one hundred sleepless nights

And I might be holding on too tight

But there is a beast in my heart and he won't let you leave alive

This is the price you'll pay

Thoughts in your head that will never die.

So don't you forget what we had

It's like I was never even there.

Go!"