Monophobia

Episode 8

☁Ryujin☁

I'm happy that now Minji have Seungmin, I feel like he took some of me responsibilities. I just hope Seungmin will be careful and more focus.

But one thing make me wonder, why did Yeonjun become silent and dull all of the sudden? I mean, he's not like this before. He's the most loud among four of us and that's what makes me realize something was wrong.

Ryujin: Hey, are you alright? Whenever you're daydreaming you always crumble up your paper or break your pencil or clench your fist-

Yeonjun: Done talking?

He then roll his eyes. Damn boi, you're going too far, I'm not even messing up with you.

Ryujin: Wait, what makes you this way? Your behaviour is so rude now

Yeonjun: I don't give a shit about that

He stand up and walk outside with anger clearly shown on his face. I look at Minji and Beomgyu, they look so worried as well.

Minji: He did that to us as well, he throw my pen outside the window and raise his voice to Beomgyu, remember?

Beomgyu: I never saw this side of him... it happens after we play this or that game

Yea, his face really changes after Minji give answer that she choose Beomgyu over him.

Wait a fucking second- DID YEONJUN HAVE FEELINGS FOR MINJI?

Ryujin: Beomgyu, I think you are the one who should talk with him

Beomgyu: Why me? Is it my fault that he's that mad? What do I do? Oh my god I feel bad...

Ryujin: No, Its because... Umm, y-you're a man!

Stupid reason but Beomgyu believe it and just form his mouth to an 'o'. He left me and Minji to find Yeonjun.

We can't keep quarelling, it feels weird even when someone were not with us. Each of us bring different vibe in the friendship and that's what make us perfect and strong like noble gases.

☁Beomgyu☁

I'm searching for Yeonjun around the college and went to the rooftop as the last stop for me because that's the only possible place Yeonjun will be at; and I'm right. I walk towards him and stand by his side.

Beomgyu: Bro!

Yeonjun: What do you want? Go away

Beomgyu: I don't want to run away, you look so different from usual days, is it because of me? Or Minji?

He immedietly look at me and I realize something. Something that Taehyun and I been wondering. Something that could be the answer to this conflict.

Beomgyu: Am I taking Minji from you?

He let out a long sigh and look at the sky.

Yeonjun: All I want is to protect her at all cost, I don't need anyone else to help me protecting her... I know what she need and what she didn't, I understand her feelings and the way she think, Its not that I want her as my girlfriend, I just want her to be protected and safe because I can't trust others the way I trust myself

His word hurts me but I feel him. I feel how much he care about Minji but I do as well. I want to protect her too.

Beomgyu: But me and Minji were in relationship now, do you want us to break up?

Yeonjun: That's the problem now, as I said, all I want is to protect her... I didn't want her to be sad because of something or somebody that didn't know her that well

Beomgyu: I'm sorry but I'll take care of her and I promise not to hurt her

Yeonjun: To be honest I still cant trust you, you come to her life out of the blue and suddenly take her away from me. It seems like you're slowly fading me away from her memory. The pain isn't bearable just like a cut, being forgotten by someone special to me make a deep and poisonous pain in me

His words become deeper and full of hidden points. But I don't agree at his statement saying that I'm fading him away from Minji. I'm gonna lie if I said I'm not hurt by his word. But I can't fight further, he's right at some point.

Beomgyu: Okay then... its alright if you dont trust me but why do you so desperate to protect Minji? She can be independent with or without me, she's like the other strong girl out there

He smirks and sweep his hair backward before looking at me.

Yeonjun: Minji can't be independent and she's not like other girl... Learn more about her and you can see why I want to protect her at all cost

He left me alone wondering. What does all of this mean? Why everyone seems like hiding a very important thing from me. Why it seems like no one is on my side?