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40 : throwing you away

         "You guys really need a lot to discuss," Jennie said as she made Jisoo sit at her usual place. "We will give you two some privacy." Namjoon storm off before Jisoo could say anything. "I'll be in the kitchen," Jennie said before closing the door.

"I think you should be in there," Jennie said as she brought out a bottle of wine. "You've been drinking ?" Namjoon avoided talking about it. "This." She motioned the wine glass. "Isn't about Taehyung." Namjoon took one of the wine glass before gulping it himself too.

"So, Taehyung..." Namjoon trailed off observing her reaction. "I don't really want to talk about him now, Joonie since I really have no clue. I don't want to jump to any conclusion."

"Are you gonna confess your feelings now ?" Jennie asked again. "I'm not sure if Jisoo would like that." He said with a bitter laugh. "Jin is still my brother too. We work together. We all do." He motioned towards her and himself.

"Just can't help but feel as if I stab him in the back for liking the same girl. I just wished after all this chaos, we still can be friends" It was silence with only the sound of their breathing. "How did you and Yoongi worked it out?" At the mentioned of his name, Jennie took another gulp of her wine.

"I was disappointed," Jisoo said as she played with her fingers. "I was so fucking disappointed that you didn't even bat an eyelash about letting me go." She pinched her fingers, trying to hold on her tears.

"I get it that family is everything but am I not your family too? Did the time we spent together meant nothing to you? Was I only a puppet to you ?" She couldn't hold her tears anymore as they fall drip by drip. "Was I an accessory that you like to wear from time to time? Did my feelings meant nothing to you?"

"I wanted to tell you that everything your parents did must have some kind of reason and I wanted you to be reunited back with your family, Jisoo." He tried to reach her but she swatted his hands away.

"I'm done with you Jin. I'm done with us. I wasn't sure now if there is any us anymore because I didn't see you at the ball, risking your life to save me. I didn't see you making any efforts to check if I was okay. I don't see you in my life anymore. Just like how you threw me away like I'm so kind of used jewellery, this time I'm throwing you away."

Jisoo got up as she heads towards the door, she turned around as she looked at the man she once loved, "I hope you'll achieve success so big with your company. I really do since you sacrifice a person's life for it."

When the door shuts behind her, her knees felt weak as she dropped to the ground her back against the door. A silent sob escapes her mouth. Jisoo inhales a sharp amount of breath as she wipes her tears away before heading towards the kitchen. She saw Jennie and Namjoon having a conversation and sat on the island's kitchen.

"Wine." She said as Jennie handed her a glass. "Everything okay?" Jennie asked her. "Everything will be." Jisoo smiled as she clinked her glass with Jennie's.

"Joon," Jisoo trailed off as she gulped her wine. "I'm not ready mentally for any kind of relationship right now and I hope you understand. I was truly happy to see you there at the ball. I was happy, shocked and confused to see you. I'm so sorry that I was so oblivious about your feelings. I knew about them but I just..."

"It's okay Jisoo." Namjoon smiled at her when she kept rambling. "I just want to know if you are comfortable if I say that I'll wait for you, no matter what?" Jennie smiled looking at Jisoo, a smiled that reassured her.

Jisoo nodded slowly keeping her own tears to herself. "Thank you." She softly muttered.

❅ St.Athena, Phoenix room, Hamgye

          "Thank God! Midterms are over !" Jimin's voice was loud enough that they could hear him outside of the room. When he burst inside, he saw Jennie and Jisoo who was checking something on their laptop.

"What company is that ?" Jisoo asked pointing towards the map. "Not sure. Time to check it out." Jennie stood up as she went towards the closet room. "What are you two doing ?" Yoongi's voice came from behind Jimin.

"Did you two even did midterms ?" Jungkook came from behind with Namjoon trailing behind. "Wait! Jisoo, you can't be here. Phoenix room remember? " Namjoon asked as he sat down.

"Actually she can." Jennie zip up a black leather jacket. All of the men had a confused look on. "Are you gonna bring some weapons or not? I think there's an emergency gun here somewhere." Jisoo looked around.

"Nah, it's fine. I'm taking the Jet Black car, there's one already." Jennie smiled at Jisoo. "And oh, welcome Crystalight heir," She did a wink towards Jisoo as she took her laptop with her as she checks her phone. "Stay safe babe," Jisoo winked back. Jennie let out a small chuckle as she walks out of the door.

"Where is she going ?" Namjoon looked at Jennie's shadow that was slowly disappearing. "Family dinner." Jisoo nonchalantly said. "She needs a gun at a family dinner ?" Yoongi asked. "Relatable." Jungkook sighed. "Wait! Crystalight heir ?" He pointed at Jisoo again.

"Umm surprise?!" Jisoo said as she sipped on her tea. "It's a long story actually but tadaa I'm one of the heirs now," Jisoo said with an awkward laugh.

          The laptop that was set on the passenger's seat kept showing the black dot blinking on the same place, she took out her binoculars as she spied on the building across where she parked her car.

"That's really him," she whispered as she began taking out her phone. She tried hacking his phone to hear more of his conversations but to no avail, he didn't bring his phone.

She waited for hours waiting for him to exit the building. She almost dozed off as it was almost midnight. Her waiting ended when she saw his figure went out of the building.

She saw him talking with Baekhyun and Jongin. She hit an epiphany when she realised who Jongin truly was. "Oh my god." She chanted to herself. "Oh my god."

The lights were off as she waited for his arrival. She almost dozed off as she lay on the couch. When the front door clicked opened, she was too tired to see who it was. The last thing she saw was herself being carried to the bed. "I miss you, princess." A kissed on her forehead as she closed her eyes.