Back To You [Completed]

Chapter 31

"Breathe out, breathe in
Tell me where do I start again
Fall out, fall in
Tell me where does your love begin

Reach out reach in
When you feel like you're home again
Hold on darling
Does it matter where you've been

There's a part of me that says I'll never go
There's a part of you I just could not let go

Will you stay here forever till the end of our time
Maybe we can stay together while my heart is on the line
I can stay here forever through the test of our time
Maybe we can stay together while my heart is on the line

Reach out reach in
When you feel like you're home again
Hold on darling
Does it matter where you've been

There's a part of me that says I'll never go
There's a part of you I just could not let go

Will you stay here forever till the end of our time
Maybe we can stay together while my heart is on the line
I can stay here forever through the test of our time
Maybe we can stay together while my heart is on the line

Will you stay here forever till the end of our time
Maybe we can stay together while my heart is on the line
I can stay here forever through the test of our time
Maybe we can stay together while my heart is on the line

I will stay here till the end of our time
Maybe we can stay together while my heart is on the line
I will stay forever through the test of our time
Maybe we can stay together while my heart is on the line "

Walang humpay ang pag-agos ng mga luha ko dahil sa naririnig at nakikita ko ngayon. Matapos ang kanta nya hindi ko sya matignan.

"I love you Bella..." akmang lalapit sya pero humakbang na ako patalikod at mabilis na lumabas ng condo at tumakbo palabas ng building. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako dadalhin ng mga paa ko hanggang sa natigil ako sa sidewalk at napaupo. 

Yumuko ang sa mga tuhod ko at doon umiyak. Umuulan pa. Nang hindi ko maramdaman ang ulan na bumuhos saken tumingala ako at doon ko nakita kung sino ang nagpapayong sa akin...

Tumayo agad ako at hinawi ang payong kaya medyo napalayo ito sa amin kaya basang-basa na rin kami.

"What's wrong Bella?" alalang tanong nya.

"What was that for Risk? Another way of making things up for me?" 

"Yes...and showing you how much I love y-"

"Tama na ang love Risk! Mahal mo ako?! Kung mahal mo ako dapat hindi ko ako iniwan!" sigaw ko sakaniya at wala na akong pake kahit na pinagtitinginan na kami dito. 

"It's because I'm not yet rea-"

"Lintek na palusot yan! Kahit hindi ka ready, kung mahal mo naman ako hindi ka magdadalawang-isip na manatili sa tabi ko!" galit kong sabi. Ito na ba yung sinasabi ni Mommy? Ang pag-uusap namin? 

Nag-uusap na kami, hindi nga lang maayos.

"That's why I said I'm sorry!"

"Sorry!? Mababago ba lahat ng sorry mo yan!? Sa tingin mo maaayos ang tingin ng lahat sa akin!? Na isang disgrasyada!? Maagang naging nanay dahil maagang lumande!? Mababago mo ba lahat yun Risk!?" galit na galit kong tanong sakaniya.

"No! Pero kaya nating ipamukha sakanila na may matino at maayos tayong buhay!"

"Walang-wala ka sa hulog Risk! Alam mo ba na tuwing nakikita kita naaalala ko kung anong dinanas ko sa school at sa pamilya ko!"