✰imagines~l.p✰

breathe sweetheart breathe...

This chapter contains alcohol abuse skip if needed <3
Also contains harsh language

Your POV

I feel dead, almost nonexistent to anyone around me. I cant do this anymore. There's so much on my mind, so much has happened in just a short period of time. I haven't seen my bf Drake in weeks but he probably doesn't give a damn about me. Everything hurts. I cant cry because crying is for the weak. So I just drink it off instead it sounds foolish but no one gives a shit. But then also I don't have to feel the pain. I take out a glass of vodka without hesitation,

down the hatch it goes.

I chug more and more drinks down my throat hoping the pain goes away. My vision blurs but that doesn't stop me from doing such. From the corner of my eye I see a familiar figure but I can't bothered.

Not now.

More and more drinks is all I'm focused on at the moment. But then I see the figure holding on to me, he's picking me up?

"Put me down" I yell at the top on my lungs. I fight every ounce of energy I have left. But it's gone.

"Y/n what the fuck" the guy said. That voice... that voice... Logan? Oh my gosh I look like a fool in front of him.. fuckkk

"You know you just said that out loud?" He chuckles lightly clearly curious and trying to decrease the tension of awkwardness. Logan then pulls me into a hug and I immediately sob. At the moment I didn't really care anymore. If he saw me at the worst point of my life whatever.... I guess.

"You're such a lightweight, Jesus y/n... you only had 4 drinks and you're already wasted!" He said trying to lighten up the mood. I say nothing. My voice... I cant talk. I just sob... at first I didn't know why I was crying but then I remember Exactly why.

"Breathe sweetheart breathe..." He says trying to relax... he's my best friend. I've loved him the whole time. I've never loved drake... so why am I crying then? he rubs my back up and down for comfort I immediately relax to his touch.

Sorry guys for the lack of updates, school is starting up tomorrow well new student orientation and then the day after that it's the first day of school... I'm really nervous. I'm probably gonna write how I feel and stuff  as imagines. I'm also running out of ideas so help meeeeeee