Contract Agreement With My Bestfriend

Chapter 10: Miss being Me

The next morning I woke up with a huge headache.

Sarah was sleeping next to me.

I didn't wake her up.

I just carefully left the room.

I went downstairs.

I was greeted by Tori who was cleanning the place up.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to stay over night." I said apologetically.

"It's fine Oliver.." she said smiling at me.

"Thanks.. I have to go." I said rushing my way out.

I went back to my dorm and saw Raf working out.

He clear out some stuff with me.

He apologize for being a dick.

He told me he tried to kiss Sarah but then she rejected him. Nothing else happen in the closet. He said he will never try to do something like that ever again.

I just nodded and let him off the hook.

I got more problems that I need to worry about.

After last night, things just kept getting worse for me.

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Days pass by after that night I had with Sarah.

I pretended like nothing happen. We never talk about it.

I don't know.. I guess she was too drunk to remember that night.

She was still the same

While I..

I'm slowly changing...

I slowly tried to distant myself from her.

I started making excuses on why I stop spending so much time with her.

It won't be healthy for me to be around her right now.

For the times I still have to play the "boyfriend" part, I would casually try to put some distance between us.

For example,

Last night,

I had to be her date on her friends's birthday party. She tried to wrap her arms around me or interlock are fingers together. I just sort of pull away and let my arms rest on her shoulder.

She would try to kiss me but I would move away so she would end up brushing her lips on my cheeks.

I'm no longer comfortable with her kissing or giving me a peck on my lips.

I would always try to avoid her gaze whenever she looks at me.

I don't answer her late night calls anymore.

If she needs me, I still come but I make sure to not stay too long.

I've been spending more time with Raf now.

He's really nice actually.