Contract Agreement With My Bestfriend

Chapter 15: Back to LA

Few months had passed.

I got my own place now. It's not that far from Tyler's.

I work at a bakeshop.

I decided not to used the cheque that Sarah gave me. I didn't feel like I deserve it.

I broke the rule when I fell in love with her.

I stop denying my feelings.

I know I was in love with her..

I'm probably still am...

My life now is all about work.

I also grew my hair long like it used to be.

I started buying myself my normal clothes. I still kept my mom's last gift for me. I haven't used it yet.

Well how can I if I stop partying right?

I stop talking to Sarah.

I changed my number.

I deleted my email and I closed all my social media account.

I'm awful..

I know..

Tyler did the same. Sarah was nagging him so he just deleted them all.

I stop talking to my mom too..

Last time we spoke was on a payphone.

I told her not to worry about me.

She wanted to know if I'll be back for christmas.

I told her I'm busy but I'll try to see what I can do.

I'm working right now.

I'm taking multiple shifts.

I didn't care if I get sick.

Tyler's scolding me all the time.

I cry myself at night.

I hate this feeling.

I'm sick of this feeling.

I feel empty inside.

Until now, Sarah is still always running in my mind.

I thought it was infatuation.

Like if I left then things will go back to normal.

But it wasn't...

I kept getting worst.

I might be a little obssess.

I just want it to stop.

I think I'm going crazy.

I kept in touch with Tori though.

Like I promised.

She's a great friend to me.

We don't usually communicate on the phone. When we do, it's usually on a payphone. She sometimes visit me in LA.

I like talking to her better in person.

I don't want her to risk of getting caught. It's not gonna be good for any of us.

She and Tyler gets along so well too..

Like I said, Tori is really amazing.

He thinks Tori has a crush on me.