Tears | ethma

〉you're back〈

〈 Emma 〉

"She's not here again?" I frowned.
"Yeah, i'm sorry Emma. I'll be her subsitute" missis Hasna said.
"Thank you" I nodded and closed the door.

I don't wanna read a book if it's not missis Minda.

"Holy sh- Ethan!" I whispered.
"Surprise!" he chuckled.
"It is surprising. Why did you wake up early today? You're not giving me a ride" I asked.
"My mind kind of adopted that routine so" he shrugged.
"That's healthy. What time did you sleep?" I then asked.
"Two?" he said, unsure.
"Oops no wrong unhealthy" I shook my head and he laughed.
"About last night.." he trailed.
"Oh that! Um i'll talk to you later bye!" I made excuse and sped to my first class.

-

"Gray?" I tapped a man's back.
"Oh hey Emma" he turned around.
"Have you seen Ethan somewhere?" I asked.

He frowns.

"I think I already told you what he does" he reminded me.
"I know but I just need to see him. Please?" I smiled.
"Fine. He's at the lockers with Mari—"
"Thank you!" I yelled and waved at him.

Grayson's face looked regretful.

What did I miss?

The canteen was far from the lockers so it took me a while to find Ethan.

"Hey are you guys voting for our campaign?" a dude with a purple highlight asked me.
"Uhm I- i'll think about it" I nodded.
"Thank you" he smiled.

"Vote for Science defines your life!"

"Music can change someone's mind! Everyone vote here please!"

"Love tips are all the things you need!"

"Do you want guaranteed seats and low price tickets? Vote for Fixedtix now!"

I shook my head from the yells I hear from the students who keeps on rubbing their campaigns on our faces.

"Ethan where the hell are you" I mumbled.

I finally saw blue lockers near me.

The halls were crazy filled with students because it was campaign week, meaning it would continue for four more days.

I groaned, on an unsuccessful mission on finding Ethan from the sea of students.

"Hey please vote, thank you" another girl gave me their flyer.

Not caring, I just got every flyer they gave me so they could shut their noisy mouths.

"Ethan where the fuck are you" I said too loud, making few students stare at me.

Finally, I see my locker.

And Ethan.

With Marie.

And they were making out.

In the middle of my locker.

My breath become shaky at the sight. I looked for Ethan to finally tell him what I feel.

But I guess my kiss last night was just nothing for him.

"Hurt me again" I whispered.

They were enjoying every moment of it.

It felt like the same thing when they made out when Ethan and I went to the food stalls.

Tears now streaked down to my cheeks.

I quickly wiped it and kept my shaky breath silent.

"Excuse me" I said and they stopped.

Ethan's face dropped.

"Emma" he mouthed.

"Excuse me i'm j- ju- just gonna get something fr- from my locker. I- i'm sorry to interrupt you both from your business" I stuttered.
"Omg babe! This is the Emma girl! Hey, so you're back?" Marie's pitchy and annoying voice said.

I ignored her comment and shoved my books carelessly on my locker.

"Bitch I think you were born with ears" he pulled the back of my shirt.
"Bitch I think I was also born to not go against a motherfucking rat" I snapped.

I sobbed as I made my way to the bathroom.

I felt a little relief, letting those words out from my chest.

Even if I don't actually curse, I did. I did it for me. For Ethan.

"Emma" Ethan's voice asked.
"What the fuck did you do?!" he yelled.

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