Angel Beside Him

Thirty-Eight

The most unfair part of life is we'll never know if someone's telling the truth. We can't read their minds, thus, we are left with our own point of view. We can only believe ourselves and we can only believe what we see.

And what do we do to see if the person is lying? We watch their actions. If it doesn't match their words, then that person is lying. And you'll be left disappointed all by yourself.

We shouldn't let ourselves be confused by someone's action just because there's love mixed with how we see that person. Even the nicest person can break your heart, even the nicest person can make bad things.

That was Jeon Jungkook's case. How can you believe everything that he said after what he showed you every single time? How can you believe someone who wounded you?

He'll tell you that he wants you but the truth is he doesn't know what he wants. Maybe how you saw him was wrong. Maybe he wasn't a man at all, maybe he's just a boy too confused with what he feels. And its so sad because you are that girl that knows exactly what she wants, you two just doesn't match.

What you want for the both of you is now gone. And its time to start knowing what you want again. Without him in your plans.

The truth is, you really wanted for the both of you to work out along the way but he just doesn't seem to get what the next steps are. It's like you're dancing with someone who doesn't even know the beat of the song. Someone deaf to the beat of your heart.

And you've been hurt so many times. He's cut you so many times that you didn't want to hear anything he wants to say. You can't hear it anymore, because this time you don't want to be stupid because of love.

And this isn't just about your heart, this isn't just about how he crushed your heart but how everything ruined you and your reputation. You didn't want to point fingers here but everything leads to him. Everything points out to him.

"The school will shut down the page and give sanction to the handler and the sender of the post after they track the person who sent it. They will receive a major offense to their record. It was an obvious cyber bullying." Taehyung said before he puts a spoonful yogurt in his mouth.

"I know that your family's powerful, Tae but I didn't know you can make everyone not enter the cafeteria while Y/n's eating." Jimin chuckled as he glance at the four corners of the cafeteria.

The tables were almost empty, there are only one to two person each table that eats in silence. They are the ones who don't usually socialize with others.

"They are the only ones that didn't receive the post." Taehyung mentioned earlier when you entered the cafeteria.

"But where are the other students? What are they doing at lunch?" Wendy asked.

"The teachers are holding an inspection at the gymnasium to catch the sender. They can't go out until they have it all checked." Kim Taehyung explained.

You watch him explain everything, once again, you saw the duality of Kim Taehyung. He seemed like he's always serious right now while talking about your issue.

"After we fix this issue, you can continue your plan, Y/n." Jimin said to you.

You saw how both Wendy and Taehyung look at you with curiosity. They don't know what Jimin was talking about. You avoided their gaze because you don't know if you should tell it to them.

"You can have a new start there, Y/n."

"What are talking about, Jimin?" You heard Wendy ask.

You sighed as you look up and meet her eyes, "I passed the exam at International Grammar School Sydney for my senior year." You said.