Letting Go.. Is It Really That Easy?

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Chapter 4

A/N: Video on the side! I really love this song! It reminds me of this guy I really like well yah, you get the picture?

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                Then I started singing while strumming the guitar. I hope I won't remember that person while singing this song.

                'Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today. Reading that text you sent me again though I memorized it anyway. It was in afternoon in December when it reminded you of the day. When we bumped into each other but you didn't say hi cause I looked away. And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life and maybe I haven't moved on since that night.' Does he still remember me? I really made a big mistake falling in love with him but you can't help it when your in love.

           'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone but I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again. And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer.' I really can't thank enough to my best friends - Jessica and Princess, Dad and Nana. Without them by my side, I maybe never be myself again

              I slowly closed my eyes to picture his face, his voice.''Then I saw you with her didn't think you'd find another and my world just seemed to crash. Shouldn't have thought that this would last and maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life. And maybe I haven't moved on since that night.' Why didn't I saw that coming? Of course he has a girl. Why should I force myself to him? Clearly he likes her.

             'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone but I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again. And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer.' 

               'As the sky outside gets brighter and my eyes begin to tire. I'm slowly drowning In memories of him.'

             'And I know it shouldn't matter as my heart begins to shatter I'm left to wonder. Just how it should have been... yeah... '

              '12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone but I'm lying on my bed, I'm not thinking of you again. And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on.'

              'Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song. So much stronger.'

                    (http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/k/krissy_and_ericka/1251.html)

                 I slowly opened my eyes for I was finally done with my little performance. I put down the guitar I was holding and didn't look at them for the fear of their reaction. Suddenly, someone approached me and hugged me. I was shocked and confused why that person hugged me.

                  'Shh. Shh. Don't cry. Don't cry.' he said to me while wiping away the tears. I didn't even realized I was crying because of the song that reminded of him. Without thinking I hugged him back for I need someone to comfort me. I finally let go of him, and I was shocked that Louis was the one who comforted me. 'I didn't even realize I was crying. Gosh, I'm such a wimp. I'm so sorry.' I said to all of them.

                'Well, uhm. I really have to go. It was nice seeing you all. Let's just get together sometime. See you all tomorrow?' I said to all of them, trying to mask the hurt expression I felt. Without waiting for their reply I quickly got out of the room head straight to the elevator. Didn't bother to acknowledge the clerk and ran to my car.

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