you again. //k.q

Chapter 22; without you, there is no me

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We had arrived at Ventura and Delilah hasn't left the room. I'm sure she's sleeping. I really want to apologize, but I don't want to bother her right now.
I can't believe she feels that way. I never thought of how she felt. All I cared about was Justin and I.
I groan, feeling guilty. Wow Samantha. You are such a great best friend. I got up to go check up on her, but suddenly I hear her guitar playing. And her sining a song I never heard.
{Giving a huge throwback to Christina Grimmie's song 'Liar Liar' from 2011! I'm so proud of her! Song is being used as Delilahs' (: }
Can't see you anymore
You're in and shut the door
Didn't know what I do know now
The words have been betrayed
You respond and let them fade
And I just won't let you bring me down
You can see what I know and I know
Somewhere there's a sorry heart
Tell me why these roads keep leading
Leading you right back to me
Liar liar, don't cry on my shoulder
You played with fire
And smiled when you told her
Wo-ah, oh, thought you were someone
Ah-oh, oh goodbye to no one
So break away the touch
Of bliss you miss so much
But I won't tell you to come back home
Emotions dissipate;
Is love designed to hate?
Keep on driving away from here
Eye the rain as it falls in your hands
Will there be another storm?
Tell me why these roads keep leading
Leading you right back
Liar liar, don't cry on my shoulder
You played with fire
And smiled when you told her
Wo-ah, oh, thought you were someone
Ah-oh, oh, goodbye to no one
I don't need to know you'll be there
You're not on my mind
I don't need to know you care
Please don't waste my time
Liar liar, don't cry on my shoulder
You played with fire
And smiled when you told her
Liar liar, don't cry on my shoulder
You played with fire
And smiled when you told her
Wo-ah, oh, thought you were someone
Ah-oh, oh goodbye to no one
Wo-ah, oh, thought you were someone
Ah-oh, oh goodbye to no one
She stopped playing. I stood by the closed door, frozen. That song was amazing, actually. I need to start listening to her more often. I knock on the door.
"Come in." she whispers. I open the door and see her crying. I ran to her and hugged her. She hugged me like it was the end of the world. I knew that because she dropped her guitar and she loves her guitar more than anything in this world. Its like her baby.
"I'm so sorry, Lilly. I'm terribly sorry for my act. I really am sorry. I- I don't know what's gotten into me, I just. You were right. I just care about myself. I'm so sorry, Lilly." I cried, stroking her back. "Everything's going to be alright. I promised you everything's going to be okay." I closed my eyes.
"I love you so fucking much, Samantha. With all my life. I really fucking do." she choked out in between sobs.
"I love you so fucking much, too, Delilah. So much," I cried.
"Without you," she said.
"There is no me." I finished.