Is death really the answer (calum hood fanfiction)

Lilly????

I swear I could see her. I don't no if I'm dreaming or not. No it must be a dream. I can see lily.

"It's time Lola" she said staring at me. Gesturing me to follow her down towards the sea.

"Time for what lily?" I ask confused. I try to touch lily. I can feel her soft warm hand in mine. As we walked towards the ocean."time for you to join me.time for you to let go. Like me Lola" she said grinning like it was ok. "TO Join you. To kill myself. Nooo. I just meet calum and for once in my life after you died everything is working out for me. You can't take this away from me lily. Not now, not ever. You can't make me leave. So just leave me alone." I scream into her ear

"Say it don't spray it." She said with a smirk. It made me so angry that she was happy at a time like this ugh. "Anyways Lola he dosnt like you. It's all an illusion. So get over yourself. Why would anyone go out with a big whore like you anyways. I'm surprise luke even went out with you. Maybe he took pity on you." She began looking me straight in the eye smiling as if to say it's true don't deny it. She turned into a right bitch after she died. I guess that's what death does to people. I smile at my own joke looking at the ground. Then I snap out of my thoughts

"No matter what you say or think about me change the way I feel for calum or the way I felt for luke. Calum loves me so shut your mouth oh and by the way I feel bad for luke having to live with you." I snap back at her turning to walk back to calum when she grabs my wrist and turns me around " whatever you fucking bitch at least I don't give my "MUFFIN" out for free! Oh and bit of advice keep your legs closed and mouth shut don't wanna get an STD now do we" she winked out me and disappeared. Next thing my phone vibrates. It's her

" if calum loves you then why is he cheating on you check it out for yourself. Just give me a text and I'll show you ;) ~ lily

I woke up to the sound of a car horn beeping and someone cursing. I open my eyes to find I'm in the car with calum beside me." Sorry for cursing I just want to get you home so your parents don't give out that you stayed out all night when you have school today." He says cursing again. Finally we begin to move once more." It's ok they won't even know I was gone" I look down at my feet blushing. Just then I remeber about the text from lily. I check my phone to see if it's real. No new messages. Just as I'm about to lock my phone it flashes. It's a text from her

"I'm not a dream lo well I'm your worst nightmare :) but I'm your BFF so you gotta live with me xx"~ lil

"Cal what if she's not dead?" He nodds his head to say continue. I tell him about my dream and shoe him the text."There's no text there lo" he said knitting his eyebrows in confused. About 5 minutes later I see calum staring at me. I blush" What" I say fiddling my fingers." I love when you put your tongue out at the corner of your mouth when you concentrate." It was his turn to blush now.

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I get out of the car and offer him in. He accepts. I make him coffee and turn TV while I go get ready. When I come back down I see my dad talking to calum." Why do you like her. What so special that you see in her?". "Jesus dad we are just friends seriously your so embracing" I say grabbing calum I also grab my purse and schoolbag. As we drove to his house i said" Cal do you wanna go to Starbucks after we stop at your house?" "Sure." As we go into his house he hands me pancakes and brings me to his room. Turning on the TV. I hear the shower running. I quickly turn on spongebob hoping he wouldn't think I'm childish. I never heard the shower end. At the corner of my eye I see him with a towel around his waist. I can see his tattoos and those abs are wow."I am left my pants out here" he says scratching the back of his neck. Moments later he comes back out with his boxers on. I can see his v-line. It gorgeous. Can this boy get. Any more perfect. I realise I'm staring."like what you see." He said wiggling his eyebrows. I roll my eyes playfully and throw a pillow at him.

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After we finished are coffee at Starbucks. Calum was just about to pay when I ran up." Cal my treat" I say winking at him and handing twenty euro note to the man."hey you wanna skip school"

"Won't we get in trouble. I don't want you to be in trouble lo"

"Cal I invented trouble come on be a badass" I laugh at myself

"Fine what will we do?"

I grab his hand and bring him into the shopping centre." Pet store?"

"Omg yes" he sounded more excited then a kid. After the pet store we go to video/DVDs get afew and go back to mine. We watch afew rom coms and order pizza

A/N

This is only a page but I'll update shortly and fix this it's 1am and I'm tired but I love ya guys so here and sorry for not updating I have exams next week ~ chloe