Is death really the answer (calum hood fanfiction)

The flash back of mistakes

Calum's PoV

I can barely remember what happened last night. The last thing I remember is seeing lola all dressed up and so pretty and then she told me go talk to my friends so I did and I remember speaking to them and taking a few drinks maybe a bit to many and now I'm in bed. Wait this isn't my bed. What. I open my eyes and look around the room trying to identify who's it is. It's the spare room but why am I in the spare room. I suddenly feel a body beside me which I presume is lola. I look at her ready to give her a good morning kiss. She turns around to face me. Wait that isn't lola what the fuck is this girl doing in my bed and where's lola."morning, I barely slept last night. You were crazy"she says smirking.shit. I think I know what is happening because she's half naked and so am I but maybe we were warm and took are tops off maybe nothing happened. I don't want to assume the worst."yes calum we did" she says obviously noting my confused expression. Shit. My first time and I was so drunk and it wasn't with lola.omg I cheated on lola. I need to find her and tell her. I need to know what really happened.i turn to the girl and look at her. She looked so familiar she was about my age. I swear I know her. Where from. After afew minutes I release who she is. She's the one Lily said about Her,what was her name sophie I think. The one who was tying to get with me so lola would dump me and go back with luke. Shit their plan worked and Lola's gone hate me forever."i amm I gotta go do something." I say running out of the room to find lola. I check everywhere there's people passed out everywhere possible. I cheek my room to see lola fast asleep in my bed. There was a guys top on the floor but it could've been mine because it is my room. I go to my bed and lie down beside Lola. She didn't move and her silent breathing signed she was asleep. I kiss her head." I'm sorry lola I never meant to do what I did and I love you I was so drunk last night I can't remember anything. I don't know how I ended up in bed with her instead of you." I whisper to her even though she was asleep. I lie down and begin to drift off to sleep

Lola's POV

I couldn't get back to sleep so I decided to check my Twitter. I heard footsteps coming up towards the room. I lie down and pretend to be asleep. I feel a dip on the bed. Someone just lied down. They kissed my head. It was alum I know his lips.which is kinda strange. "I'm sorry lola I never meant to do what I did and I love you. I was so drunk last night. I can't remember anything.i don't know how I ended up in bed with her instead of you" he whispers and then lies down going to sleep. What did he mean her who.did he sleep with someone. Omg I hope it wasn't Sophie because then lukes plan would be working. I hope I didn't do something stupid last night. That I'll regret. My head hurts from all the thinking especially with this hangover. I cuddle into calum and go to sleep. We can figure this out late but right now I want to sleep.
Lily's POV

I never knew people could kiss a ghost. Since I couldn't drink. I was the sober one watching everyone make a fool of themselves especially calum and Lola. There gonna be broken when they find out what they did.
*flash back*

"Go on go off with your friends I'll go socialise with people" lola says to Calum.

Calum walk over to some of his friends and lola walks to where the vodka is. Lola hasn't ever had a latte never mind vodka. She takes a cup of it and downs it. Well she's gonna be drunk by 12 tonight if she continues to drink like that. I look over towards Calum and he had a bottle of something and was drinking it. I walk over to him and he was slurring his words." Hey wanna Dance hot stuff" Sophie said to Calum. His friends grin and Calum begins dancing with her. She was grinding on his crotch. I can't believe he did this especially to lola even if his drunk. I look over to lola to see if she has seen but when I look over she's making out with this really tall dude. When I see his face. I'm furious. It's my asshole of a brother. His stupid plan is working. Ugggh. Lola grabs Luke's hand." Come on let's have are own gun upstairs." Lola brings Luke upstairs. Luke grins. Omg she's gonna sleep with him and she's with Calum and she's a fucking Virgin. When she remembers this in the morning she's gonna have a mental breakdown so is Calum because I look back at them and his making out with her. She had her legs around his waist and he is holding her butt so she won't fall. He brings her upstairs. " Shit his gonna regret that in the morning I know he doesn't want to loose his virginity to a slut especially when his with someone and his drunk." Michael says behind me." So is lola. I saw her making out with my brother and then bring him upstairs." I say in frustration. Michael notices." Come on let's take a walk" he says abit to quietly and I can't hear over the band playing." What. I can't hear you with the music." I scream. He playfully rolls his eyes and motions for me to follow him. We walk outside. We continue to walk in silence to we get to a park. We go to the swings and sit.(well I hover because I can't sit I'm a ghost duhhh). " Lily?" Mikey says breaking the silence."mhhhmm" I say trying to swing." I know your a ghost but I think-" he falls off the swing because as I try to jump of the swings I knocked him over onto the floor. I fell on top of him. We gaze at each other and then all of a sudden he moves his head closer to me and kisses me. ( like I said earlier I never knew a person could kiss a ghost but I guess I was wrong). (A/n the swings are facing each over so when Lily jumped she fell on top of mikey)

I kiss back. He pulls away." As I was saying before I fell. I know your a ghost but I think....no...ammm...I know yeah I know that I like you Lily a lot and now that I know that I can kiss you without going through you...no...wait that sounds wrong but you no what I mean." He says laughing. I was curious at how he could kiss me even though I'm a ghost."i like you two Mikey. "I Ruffled his hair and it worked. I was amazed at how I could do this. I grab his hand and I could hold it like properly hold it. Omg I'm so happy.we walk back to the house hand in hand." Right party's over everyone out." Michael shouts through the house pushing people out and trying to carry afew passed out bodies. He grabs two pillows and a blanket. And lies down on the couch with them."come on. Now that I know I can cuddle you and kiss you and hug you and hold your hand and that you like me. I want to cuddle with you now so get your ass under these covers with me" I laugh at his speech and cuddle with him. Tomorrow's gonna be one heck of a day
*end of flash back*
A/n okay how did you like that it's just a filler chapter in what happened at Calum's birthday. I wrote it to say I'm sorry I havnt written much and my recent chapters are crap but a lot of stuff has happened lately but I'm gonna try write once a week again. Also I have abit of writers block. Are you surprised that Mikey and Lily kissed and that lola slept with luke ( or at least that's what we think )and calum slept with Sophie. I decided on lola and Calum's ship now it's cola haha and Mikey and Lily is mily omg guys I was reading something and it said POV and I never actually knew what that meant and I just released it means point of view haha omg IM so slow