Part 5:permanent sadness

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Jen's POV:

After I hung up, I went to the bathroom en threw some water in my face. I can't believe I just witnessed her death AGAIN! That happend, what, 6 years ago. Of course I still missed her, I just got used to it. Why, why did I dream this. It must have some sort of meaning! Maybe mom is trying to tell me something. Maybe my father is coming to get me. I was so scared of him. I looked in the mirror, I saw my blonde curls looking greasy. I was thinking, of when I was 12 and a half. How sad I was, I tried to kill myself. Sadness that will always be with me, that will never let me go. I've stared Death in the eye while pain was holding me. If he's coming, please help me. 

"Aidez moi! AIDEZ MOI!" I shouted, into the air.

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