Love and trust *criminal minds fanfic*

Part 7: my story

Jen's POV:

I went to my room. In my closet there was a box with pictures. I looked for the pictures I had with my mom. There were no pictures of my father in here. I found one, the one I had in my necklace. I've had my necklace since I was 7, it was the only birthday present I ever got. It was in the shape of a heart, it was gold. You could open en there were 2 places for 2 small pictures. I never open it, it feels like I let my courage escape. This necklace used to be my mother's. 

My father was very abusive. Verbally and phsycally. When I was 8 he shot my mom, but nobody knew. When my brother Daniel told our father he was gay, he started to abuse him too. When I was 12 my father hired somebody to rape me, I was so scared. When I finally escaped out of that perv's house, I just ran, and ran and ran. I felt my pockets and I found the knife. That's when I tried to kill myself. I cut myself now and then, but not that much any more. Dad makes me happy. He can help me with homework, and I'm always amazed about his I.Q. I never want to lose him. He keeps me alive.