Chapter 25: WHY DID I DO THAT!?

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Told you it was coming out shortly!

TW: I honestly don't know how to specify this, just be prepared for ANGST

Logan's POV (wow.. I do A LOT of Logan POVs..)

¨Virgil.." I said, ¨I.. please.. this isn't..¨

¨Why..¨ Virgil whimpered, his voice breaking, ¨Would you do this... again!? All I want is for you to be okay, but no, you couldn't even do that right... I'm sorry.. I just cannot believe what I'm seeing right now..¨

¨Virgil, enough, please, go away. You'll be happier with everyone else..¨

What am I saying?! No, don't go, Virgil! I...

No.

He IS better off without me.

I'm a danger to him.

A danger and a burden.

¨NO, LOGAN!¨ He yelled. ¨I WILL NOT JUST GO AWAY!!¨

¨Virgil..¨ I begged him, ¨Please, I want you to be safe..¨

He inched toward me, still keeping his distance. ¨YOU are worried about MY safety!? What are you even saying right now!?¨

I tightened the grip on the knife in my hand. I shoved the piece I cut off quickly in my pocket. 

¨I can't control this, Virgil..¨ I said.

¨I'm not saying you have to! You can't control these things! But there are healthier ways of dealing with feelings like this!¨ He yelled back.

¨No, Virgil... Listen..¨

¨Please Logan... Let me help you!¨

¨I can't..¨

¨LET ME HELP YOU!!!!¨

¨I SAID I CAN'T!!!!!!¨

And that's when I lost my grip on the knife.


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